05-07-2017, 02:10 PM
To add to yesterday...
When we were leaving SIL's house, I gave her a non-committal one-armed hug (though I guess I did have a bag with leftover barbecue in my left hand). She returned it with a two-armed, boobs-firmly-smashed-against-my-chest hug. It was soft and...sensual. Kinda surprised me, honestly. Not sure why it slipped my mind to post about something that, in my opinion, is pretty significant. I also felt pretty emotional at home yesterday evening. Waves of emotion would come and go - had to hide them. I can't help but think it had something to do with her.
Today, on my way to the gym, neighbor girl (who owns the pool next door) was out in her yard planting her annuals (flowers). I looked to check her out, and she was looking. Her head snapped back so fast I thought it'd break right off! I felt like I got caught, too, but the feeling I really experienced was...instant horniness. Right in my junk. Acute, strong, unmistakable. I drove off and the feeling dissipated in about 2-3 minutes.
At the gym, I felt like...better than Brad Pitt. Mentally and emotionally I was in a place where the people around me didn't understand the privilege they had to be around me. It sounds arrogant, but I don't even mean it that way. I don't feel "better" than them. I feel advanced to a degree where just being around my energy somehow is now benefiting people for the better in some way. Furthermore, I felt excitement. It's like my subconscious knew something my conscious didn't.
There was an extremely well built chick there with her husband. I don't know how she had a baby within the last six months (saw them pick up their kid at the end of their workout). She looked phen-fuckin'-omenal.
She did the typical IOIs, not going to rehash those. They're so regular now that it seems like nothing worth writing about. She was affected, that much was clear.
Been unmistakably tired since getting home after working out. Must be more stuff being worked on under the hood. Really liking this 2nd go at Version A, however.
Let's keep growin'.
When we were leaving SIL's house, I gave her a non-committal one-armed hug (though I guess I did have a bag with leftover barbecue in my left hand). She returned it with a two-armed, boobs-firmly-smashed-against-my-chest hug. It was soft and...sensual. Kinda surprised me, honestly. Not sure why it slipped my mind to post about something that, in my opinion, is pretty significant. I also felt pretty emotional at home yesterday evening. Waves of emotion would come and go - had to hide them. I can't help but think it had something to do with her.
Today, on my way to the gym, neighbor girl (who owns the pool next door) was out in her yard planting her annuals (flowers). I looked to check her out, and she was looking. Her head snapped back so fast I thought it'd break right off! I felt like I got caught, too, but the feeling I really experienced was...instant horniness. Right in my junk. Acute, strong, unmistakable. I drove off and the feeling dissipated in about 2-3 minutes.
At the gym, I felt like...better than Brad Pitt. Mentally and emotionally I was in a place where the people around me didn't understand the privilege they had to be around me. It sounds arrogant, but I don't even mean it that way. I don't feel "better" than them. I feel advanced to a degree where just being around my energy somehow is now benefiting people for the better in some way. Furthermore, I felt excitement. It's like my subconscious knew something my conscious didn't.
There was an extremely well built chick there with her husband. I don't know how she had a baby within the last six months (saw them pick up their kid at the end of their workout). She looked phen-fuckin'-omenal.
She did the typical IOIs, not going to rehash those. They're so regular now that it seems like nothing worth writing about. She was affected, that much was clear.
Been unmistakably tired since getting home after working out. Must be more stuff being worked on under the hood. Really liking this 2nd go at Version A, however.
Let's keep growin'.
