05-06-2017, 05:18 PM
I didn't have it as bad as it sounds you did. But i've been going out by myself for the last 3 or so weeks and it's been good, i've met new people, talked to girls and had an awesome time.
This week all of a sudden, I went out and had all this weird anxiety. Enough that I walked into the venue, went to the toilet and then walked straight back out and got in my car.
That isn't normal, so I know I need to go back to A. But the motivation for business stuff is kicking in again with B.
And the worst thing, I put on weight from A and started losing it again on B. I don't know what it is, maybe the stress from healing. It was getting intense and the reason I moved to B was basically "I can't fucking deal with this any more, I need to stop it for a while".
This week all of a sudden, I went out and had all this weird anxiety. Enough that I walked into the venue, went to the toilet and then walked straight back out and got in my car.
That isn't normal, so I know I need to go back to A. But the motivation for business stuff is kicking in again with B.
And the worst thing, I put on weight from A and started losing it again on B. I don't know what it is, maybe the stress from healing. It was getting intense and the reason I moved to B was basically "I can't fucking deal with this any more, I need to stop it for a while".
