05-03-2017, 04:17 PM
Day 62
The wind died, the whole world ceased to move...
Poetics aside all is same as before, calm before the storm. There is one extremely interesting thing going on but again, I will tell you all about it when and if something comes out of it. I don't wanna read too much into signs that might mean little.
I wanted to share interesting story with you though. Yesterday I felt terrible anxiety the whole day. I don't know why, nothing really triggered it as far as I know. Anyhow because of that feeling I couldn't sleep and had the worst case of insomnia I had in a long time. I managed to fall asleep at 7 A.M. while going to bed at 3 A.M. And I managed to do that only after I started telling to myself "you deserve it, you deserve all the best in this world" in response to some negative thought I had. Before that I was restless, after that I fell asleep in like 5 minutes.
I had very little anxiety today, so whatever it did it made a huge difference
The wind died, the whole world ceased to move...
Poetics aside all is same as before, calm before the storm. There is one extremely interesting thing going on but again, I will tell you all about it when and if something comes out of it. I don't wanna read too much into signs that might mean little.
I wanted to share interesting story with you though. Yesterday I felt terrible anxiety the whole day. I don't know why, nothing really triggered it as far as I know. Anyhow because of that feeling I couldn't sleep and had the worst case of insomnia I had in a long time. I managed to fall asleep at 7 A.M. while going to bed at 3 A.M. And I managed to do that only after I started telling to myself "you deserve it, you deserve all the best in this world" in response to some negative thought I had. Before that I was restless, after that I fell asleep in like 5 minutes.
I had very little anxiety today, so whatever it did it made a huge difference
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
