I just got home not too long ago from vacation. And, I have another story about flying in the airplanes next to women.
I must say the last 10 times I've flown I've sat by women lol.
On to the topic. A pretty and adorable girl came and sat in the seat next to me. She was saying sorry to me a few times for having to get back up a couple of times to get things out of her bag and whatnot which I found... funny but no laughs or manly grunts from me.
She sits next to me and she's very closed off.. and initially I'm like well I don't feel like starting a conversation right now and even if I did I should have done it more casually as soon as she came along. I didn't because lately the last few days I've been very neutral and indifferent. With that said, Right after the first announcement I told my self ok you idiot say something. So we started talking about things that don't matter. I was cracking little jokes here and there and lightly busting on her. Which is what I would usually do to someone new. I will add that I was a little suggestive in some of the things I said. Now If I was feeling really good today I probably would have been more suggestive. But given that she was a more conservative type of girl (I only say this based on her body language) I wasn't.
I will also add she wasn't so interesting because she wasn't saying a whole lot or asking me questions so I would probe her with my eyes to give me longer answers occasionally and build up the connection and the chat was nice. Anyways... the last half of the flight her body language opens up more. I asked her "If today was your last day what would you do?" and I should just have gone into this with something like 20 questions and really spark up the conversation right before we land. But, I didn't. Either way.. I pushed through some anxiety today.. which I need to do more of. I was so close to telling her "I want to makeout with you right now." But as soon as I had that thought.. I held back depriving her of my masculine gift. I should be ashamed of myself. Because I bet she wanted it... in fact I know she wanted it.. but she's just a quiet shy girl. The belief of "all women want me right here right now" should be engraved into my freaking brain!
..I'm questioning things right now but I'm also indifferent. I need to always stay motivated for change and new things.. and get rid of the negative talk. I'm looking forward to starting stage 6 soon and then afterwards I will run disconnect from negativity for sure. Get that crap out of my head.
I must say the last 10 times I've flown I've sat by women lol.
On to the topic. A pretty and adorable girl came and sat in the seat next to me. She was saying sorry to me a few times for having to get back up a couple of times to get things out of her bag and whatnot which I found... funny but no laughs or manly grunts from me.
She sits next to me and she's very closed off.. and initially I'm like well I don't feel like starting a conversation right now and even if I did I should have done it more casually as soon as she came along. I didn't because lately the last few days I've been very neutral and indifferent. With that said, Right after the first announcement I told my self ok you idiot say something. So we started talking about things that don't matter. I was cracking little jokes here and there and lightly busting on her. Which is what I would usually do to someone new. I will add that I was a little suggestive in some of the things I said. Now If I was feeling really good today I probably would have been more suggestive. But given that she was a more conservative type of girl (I only say this based on her body language) I wasn't.
I will also add she wasn't so interesting because she wasn't saying a whole lot or asking me questions so I would probe her with my eyes to give me longer answers occasionally and build up the connection and the chat was nice. Anyways... the last half of the flight her body language opens up more. I asked her "If today was your last day what would you do?" and I should just have gone into this with something like 20 questions and really spark up the conversation right before we land. But, I didn't. Either way.. I pushed through some anxiety today.. which I need to do more of. I was so close to telling her "I want to makeout with you right now." But as soon as I had that thought.. I held back depriving her of my masculine gift. I should be ashamed of myself. Because I bet she wanted it... in fact I know she wanted it.. but she's just a quiet shy girl. The belief of "all women want me right here right now" should be engraved into my freaking brain!
..I'm questioning things right now but I'm also indifferent. I need to always stay motivated for change and new things.. and get rid of the negative talk. I'm looking forward to starting stage 6 soon and then afterwards I will run disconnect from negativity for sure. Get that crap out of my head.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
