05-03-2017, 06:44 AM
I just had a realization this morning.
I'm happy.
Before, it was "I get angry, stressed, run errands, work, take care of my son, eat, workout...(etc)" with a baseline of "life kinda sucks." Everything was underscored with a gray, negative frame. Right now, after enduring all this clearing and healing, the baseline is changing to happiness & joy.
I still get angry, stressed, etc. But the baseline's changed for the better. And just like I wanted by running DMSI, my relationship with my wife has gone through another wave of shit with the result that we're in a much better place than before. I respond to her in a much kinder, gentler fashion, and things that used to annoy me don't annoy me anymore. I listen better, help her more, and am much more affectionate. I appreciate her more in general.
This is awesome.
I'm happy.
Before, it was "I get angry, stressed, run errands, work, take care of my son, eat, workout...(etc)" with a baseline of "life kinda sucks." Everything was underscored with a gray, negative frame. Right now, after enduring all this clearing and healing, the baseline is changing to happiness & joy.
I still get angry, stressed, etc. But the baseline's changed for the better. And just like I wanted by running DMSI, my relationship with my wife has gone through another wave of shit with the result that we're in a much better place than before. I respond to her in a much kinder, gentler fashion, and things that used to annoy me don't annoy me anymore. I listen better, help her more, and am much more affectionate. I appreciate her more in general.
This is awesome.
