Mystic Pymp on DMSI 2.4→2.5→3.0.1A→3.1A/B→3.2A/B→3.3D→3.3.1D

[Mystic Pymp]

Around this time last week I was also quite frustrated with my lack of results. However, this weekend, DMSI revealed itself in a big way.

Things can change very quickly. Your frustration could actually be the last efforts of your subconscious to resist. That's what appears to have happened in my case.

Thanks for reassuring thought and giving me opportunity to ramble a little

I'm not frustrated at lack of results. There are results, simply those are internal ones. And to be honest I'd rather have those than external ones at this time as those are more important in the long run. It's just that couple of weeks before Easter were so eventful and now it's all quiet. That's why I used "All Quiet on the Western Front" reference for my title (I hope you know history of WWI :/ ) as the war is raging, but results are not really visible. Constantly promised offensives bear no fruit.

Truly I feel like all signs on Heaven and Earth (meaning my intuition) tell me this is calm before the storm. Like my subconscious was trying to find the right path (chaos) and now I'm on it (order). All I have to do is wait and do my part while on the journey. And it may last months, possibly even up to Autumn. I would love to give you guys more details but I don't wanna post anything right now as there is so much uncertainty right now.

And that is the problem I face and why I don't like this state - that uncertainty brings doubt and fear. And those can be powerful enough to nullify any progress I'm making. When you see the results you just go with it, you flow and you see the destination, or at least you think you do. Now... I'm almost blindfolded. Unfounded except for who I am with little validation elsewhere.

It's funny, I don't like chaos, I prefer order and serenity. But it seems I much more prefer chaos bringing hope than order bringing doubt.