alpha 4

[D.Ace]

I feel so ***** lonely. I don't have a circle of friends that I can relax and have fun with weekly.

I wanted to reply since your previous post, but somehow I felt something that made me to refrain from doing so.
As I've had experienced a depression period myself, I would say that you're not alone, pal.
I believe it's not that you don't have any friend or anyone to go out with or to talk to that makes you feel lonely even if it feels so.
It's an old game of the mind to hold you in the downward spiral.

You might want to consider something that might be not your thing, like joining a club, attending a seminar, or randomly meet anyone new.
Doing something new or old one that you've abandoned for quite a while would be some alternative too.
The odds are there to find some real people to be around with.
I understand that it feels hard to do something out of what you've been doing since those negative feelings started to creep in. But in my opinion, it's just a shell created by your mind to keep you where you are.