Day 55
I noticed me thinking of the chicks from my work, specifically vegan brunette 3, and I keep thinking that these women will come back around in the future when they how awesome I am through facebook.
This is not a big deal, but it's a subtle effect of how subliminals and DMSI change your way of thinking.
I'm being very optimistic and hopeful and I actually believe it.
In the past few years ago, I would still be depressed, borderline crying because of me and this women not working out.
I would not be able to have such a positive mentality/outlook on the future and present moment.
This postive outlook is one of the strongest feelings dmsi has given me.
Deep down I feel like there is no rush and even though she doesn't want to see me now, doesn't mean down the road it's not possible or she wouldn't want too.
I also have allot of thoughts about getting my life together and improving myself in every aspect. I'm loving DMSI so far even though I haven't had sexual experiences because of it.
On a side note: Getting new car in 2 weeks, and when I get the money, a new wardrobe.
I noticed me thinking of the chicks from my work, specifically vegan brunette 3, and I keep thinking that these women will come back around in the future when they how awesome I am through facebook.
This is not a big deal, but it's a subtle effect of how subliminals and DMSI change your way of thinking.
I'm being very optimistic and hopeful and I actually believe it.
In the past few years ago, I would still be depressed, borderline crying because of me and this women not working out.
I would not be able to have such a positive mentality/outlook on the future and present moment.
This postive outlook is one of the strongest feelings dmsi has given me.
Deep down I feel like there is no rush and even though she doesn't want to see me now, doesn't mean down the road it's not possible or she wouldn't want too.
I also have allot of thoughts about getting my life together and improving myself in every aspect. I'm loving DMSI so far even though I haven't had sexual experiences because of it.
On a side note: Getting new car in 2 weeks, and when I get the money, a new wardrobe.
