04-26-2017, 03:04 PM
Day 26
Been weird the last few days. I'm having a weird disconnect between my need to eat and my desire to eat. Some things look appetizing or sound appetizing but when I start eating they stop seeming good. I'm actually eating less than I did before MHS, when I got serious hunger demands. Something I also realized in reotrospect is that I'm hornier than I've ever been since I've started DMSI 3.1A. I used to masturbate no more than once a day, if that (often a few days to a week of time when I didn't masturbate at all). Now there's been more than a few days where I feel the strong desire to masturbate and do it more than once in a day.
Otherwise, it feels like the file isn't doing much that I'm noticing (may be doing internal healing, may be resistance for all I know). Hard to tell since I haven't been going out much but I've been making sure to get my loops in right before/as I go to sleep.
Been weird the last few days. I'm having a weird disconnect between my need to eat and my desire to eat. Some things look appetizing or sound appetizing but when I start eating they stop seeming good. I'm actually eating less than I did before MHS, when I got serious hunger demands. Something I also realized in reotrospect is that I'm hornier than I've ever been since I've started DMSI 3.1A. I used to masturbate no more than once a day, if that (often a few days to a week of time when I didn't masturbate at all). Now there's been more than a few days where I feel the strong desire to masturbate and do it more than once in a day.
Otherwise, it feels like the file isn't doing much that I'm noticing (may be doing internal healing, may be resistance for all I know). Hard to tell since I haven't been going out much but I've been making sure to get my loops in right before/as I go to sleep.
