04-24-2017, 07:11 AM
I switched back to A today. Why, you might ask?
It's not because ver. B was too intense or anything, I actually quite liked it (and noticed, among other things, that my scent was becoming more pronounced with each day, and the occasional headaches were just that - occasional. Strong euphoric sensations from time to time, too) and, I believe - I could either stick with ver. B and trust in the ASS/ART, and power through some things, or switch back to ver. A and get some more stuff out of the way.
Or could this be some wicked kind of self-sabotage? I doubt it, as ver. A is still DMSI albeit with the healing enabled.
Here's how B worked - after three days on it, I got an invitation from my ex to visit her for coffee. She was all huggy and stuff. After about an hour, she invited me to lay down in her bed with her and cuddle. After about 15 minutes of that, she asked "how 'bout we get naked?". You can imagine the rest. No effort on my part required.
Would be nice if it worked on someone else than my ex for a change (lol). Not that I mind all that terribly, we're now FWBs.
Interestingly enough, after several days of listening to ver. B I had a strong sensation of tiredness behind my eyes, and also my face would feel sore every now and again.
I did localize several more issues that need to be fixed for MSI to develop, and am now setting out to fix them using ver. A.
Wondering whether I should up the volume a bit (haven't changed my settings since I started to listen to DMSI3.1 last month). Resistance or not? Who knows!
I am actually getting a slight headache after listening to ver. A today. Let's break through!
It's not because ver. B was too intense or anything, I actually quite liked it (and noticed, among other things, that my scent was becoming more pronounced with each day, and the occasional headaches were just that - occasional. Strong euphoric sensations from time to time, too) and, I believe - I could either stick with ver. B and trust in the ASS/ART, and power through some things, or switch back to ver. A and get some more stuff out of the way.
Or could this be some wicked kind of self-sabotage? I doubt it, as ver. A is still DMSI albeit with the healing enabled.
Here's how B worked - after three days on it, I got an invitation from my ex to visit her for coffee. She was all huggy and stuff. After about an hour, she invited me to lay down in her bed with her and cuddle. After about 15 minutes of that, she asked "how 'bout we get naked?". You can imagine the rest. No effort on my part required.
Would be nice if it worked on someone else than my ex for a change (lol). Not that I mind all that terribly, we're now FWBs.
Interestingly enough, after several days of listening to ver. B I had a strong sensation of tiredness behind my eyes, and also my face would feel sore every now and again.
I did localize several more issues that need to be fixed for MSI to develop, and am now setting out to fix them using ver. A.
Wondering whether I should up the volume a bit (haven't changed my settings since I started to listen to DMSI3.1 last month). Resistance or not? Who knows!
I am actually getting a slight headache after listening to ver. A today. Let's break through!
