Rebounding from the cold and its Day 8 on B. I love this version and this one is definitely a beast. Even though I've made the switch, I am assuming that version A is still running in the background and clearing is ongoing due to P5 technology.
Internally
I feel awesome. Continuously feeling the morphine drip, especially after a large meal. Aura is projecting strongly as I am feeling wave after wave of energy flowing through my torso, face and arms. I'm blanketed by an energy field and I am constantly in a relaxed state. I have this feeling of deservedness with regards to my sexuality and my perception of how I look physically has changed for the better as well.
Externally
IOI's are off the chart and have become the norm. Everywhere I go, I see women checking me out. I will mention three events that have stood out.
One time at the mall, I was sitting on a bench and was on the phone and I see an Asian woman walks by and frantically waves at me, with a large smile on her face. At first I did not recognized her, but realized afterwards that it was one of the cashier at one of the stores that I shop to.
Went to the a mall outside of town yesterday with my son. Upon arrival, we were both hungry and bought some food and settle down at the food court to eat. Approximately, 10 feet from us, were 3 Indian couples sitting around a circular table eating as well. One of the woman was sitting beside her partner who's partially blocking my field of view. As we're eating, I glanced over their table and caught the woman staring at me. I resumed eating and I hear some noise, I look up, and see that the woman has rotated her chair 90 degree's and she's now facing my direction. She's talking to her partner, but she's staring at me with a DIHL look. That is when she slowly she spreads her legs wide open providing a view of her crotch.
At the end of the day at around 6:30, we headed to the train station, through the underground pedestrian walkway system, which links businesses at the heart of the city financial district in weatherproof comfort. As were walking, we cross path with a cute, mid 30's, tall skinny brunette in a business outfit who is quickly walking in the opposite direction. About 10 seconds later, I hear footsteps behind me and I see the brunette. She catches up to us and slows down her walking speed to match ours. Twice she opened doors for us to go through. I had to stop to tie up my son's shoes, she stops as well. I resume my walk and at a location I am trying to figure out where I need to go, and she's there sticking by our side. I head towards a set of doors and beat her to it and hold the door open to return the favor. She says "thank you sir". I stop, she stops. I break the ice by asking her if she needs help with directions as she's behaving as she's lost (I knew she wasn't). She nervously replied in the negative and headed in the opposite direction.
Up to a few years ago, I was under the impression that men and women communicate the same way. But now realize after all these years that I was totally clueless. Going out gives me the opportunity to observe and learn how women communicate with men and it has been enlightening. On the train on the way back, approximately 3 rows ahead of me, I see a tall leggy good looking blonde. She's applying make up and lip stick. After she's done, she gets on her phone and starts texting. In front of her, is a man about her age and I can see that he's trying to engage her. She replies to his questions, with one word or short sentences answers. He must have tried for about 15 to 20 minutes to warm up to her, but her body language (i.e. her legs and body were pointing towards the aisle in the escape position) and her short answers clearly indicated that she wasn't interested. I don't think he got it as he kept trying to talk to her until he got off the train.
Internally
I feel awesome. Continuously feeling the morphine drip, especially after a large meal. Aura is projecting strongly as I am feeling wave after wave of energy flowing through my torso, face and arms. I'm blanketed by an energy field and I am constantly in a relaxed state. I have this feeling of deservedness with regards to my sexuality and my perception of how I look physically has changed for the better as well.
Externally
IOI's are off the chart and have become the norm. Everywhere I go, I see women checking me out. I will mention three events that have stood out.
One time at the mall, I was sitting on a bench and was on the phone and I see an Asian woman walks by and frantically waves at me, with a large smile on her face. At first I did not recognized her, but realized afterwards that it was one of the cashier at one of the stores that I shop to.
Went to the a mall outside of town yesterday with my son. Upon arrival, we were both hungry and bought some food and settle down at the food court to eat. Approximately, 10 feet from us, were 3 Indian couples sitting around a circular table eating as well. One of the woman was sitting beside her partner who's partially blocking my field of view. As we're eating, I glanced over their table and caught the woman staring at me. I resumed eating and I hear some noise, I look up, and see that the woman has rotated her chair 90 degree's and she's now facing my direction. She's talking to her partner, but she's staring at me with a DIHL look. That is when she slowly she spreads her legs wide open providing a view of her crotch.
At the end of the day at around 6:30, we headed to the train station, through the underground pedestrian walkway system, which links businesses at the heart of the city financial district in weatherproof comfort. As were walking, we cross path with a cute, mid 30's, tall skinny brunette in a business outfit who is quickly walking in the opposite direction. About 10 seconds later, I hear footsteps behind me and I see the brunette. She catches up to us and slows down her walking speed to match ours. Twice she opened doors for us to go through. I had to stop to tie up my son's shoes, she stops as well. I resume my walk and at a location I am trying to figure out where I need to go, and she's there sticking by our side. I head towards a set of doors and beat her to it and hold the door open to return the favor. She says "thank you sir". I stop, she stops. I break the ice by asking her if she needs help with directions as she's behaving as she's lost (I knew she wasn't). She nervously replied in the negative and headed in the opposite direction.
Up to a few years ago, I was under the impression that men and women communicate the same way. But now realize after all these years that I was totally clueless. Going out gives me the opportunity to observe and learn how women communicate with men and it has been enlightening. On the train on the way back, approximately 3 rows ahead of me, I see a tall leggy good looking blonde. She's applying make up and lip stick. After she's done, she gets on her phone and starts texting. In front of her, is a man about her age and I can see that he's trying to engage her. She replies to his questions, with one word or short sentences answers. He must have tried for about 15 to 20 minutes to warm up to her, but her body language (i.e. her legs and body were pointing towards the aisle in the escape position) and her short answers clearly indicated that she wasn't interested. I don't think he got it as he kept trying to talk to her until he got off the train.
INTJ
