Last night I decided I'd sleep without listening to my loops. I wanted to rest deeply. Then, I couldn't fall asleep for hours again. I don't know WTF is going on there. I usually never have trouble getting to sleep, but between being aware of my body buzzing with energy and obsessive thoughts, it's been tough.
Woke up tired, no wood. Wood hasn't been as prevalent lately. I also had a very sexual dream, but it was odd. I had sex with a gorgeous black chick. She was dark - like African dark, with exotic eyes. She was slim, but just thick enough in all the right places. She had wavy black hair, but it wasn't extremely curly - it was mostly "straight." This girl actually reminds me of a local weather girl I think is pretty hot. The strange thing is, I'm not really attracted to black girls. In this dream, she straight up seduced me, and I could vividly feel myself grabbing her naked ass as pulling her hips to mine. Great dream.
I started 2 loops of US FLAC, B, about 30 minutes ago. Once those finish, I'm headed to the gym for a workout.
Woke up tired, no wood. Wood hasn't been as prevalent lately. I also had a very sexual dream, but it was odd. I had sex with a gorgeous black chick. She was dark - like African dark, with exotic eyes. She was slim, but just thick enough in all the right places. She had wavy black hair, but it wasn't extremely curly - it was mostly "straight." This girl actually reminds me of a local weather girl I think is pretty hot. The strange thing is, I'm not really attracted to black girls. In this dream, she straight up seduced me, and I could vividly feel myself grabbing her naked ass as pulling her hips to mine. Great dream.
I started 2 loops of US FLAC, B, about 30 minutes ago. Once those finish, I'm headed to the gym for a workout.
