04-20-2017, 01:24 PM
Day 49
Quite a boring day with DMSI.
I met no one, nobody wrote to me... Boring. I saw quite a lot of IoIs on the streets, do doubt result of my recent shaving practices, but nothing interesting happened :/ It's a shame, it's the first boring day while in the city in some time now.
The only thing worth mentioning was that I got extremely emotional during and after my creative visualizations. It made me go through quite a lot of emotional left-overs and I think it's a good thing. It's a theme here that for the healing to happen all that crap must resurface and I was not holding it down today.
IDGAF aptitude is strong but I'm not sure if it's the right word for it. It's more tiredness resulting from all those past opportunities not paying off. Thankfully internal motivation is still strong and it's good to see some serious internal results even in absence of external ones.
I have a feeling something is coming up, I just don't know when. It's a strange feeling, like my subconscious is anticipating something. And it wants me to be ready. We'll see.
Quite a boring day with DMSI.
I met no one, nobody wrote to me... Boring. I saw quite a lot of IoIs on the streets, do doubt result of my recent shaving practices, but nothing interesting happened :/ It's a shame, it's the first boring day while in the city in some time now.
The only thing worth mentioning was that I got extremely emotional during and after my creative visualizations. It made me go through quite a lot of emotional left-overs and I think it's a good thing. It's a theme here that for the healing to happen all that crap must resurface and I was not holding it down today.
IDGAF aptitude is strong but I'm not sure if it's the right word for it. It's more tiredness resulting from all those past opportunities not paying off. Thankfully internal motivation is still strong and it's good to see some serious internal results even in absence of external ones.
I have a feeling something is coming up, I just don't know when. It's a strange feeling, like my subconscious is anticipating something. And it wants me to be ready. We'll see.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
