I'm becoming more playful. Bantered in line at Walmart Neighborhood Market after shopping for my PSMF diet (protein-sparing modified fast). I had two lanes worth of people involved. I felt like a stand-up comic. They were all women, except for my cashier. So 5 women, 1 guy, my son & me.
I have motivation again - I'm going to get this damn weight off and then some. If I don't *feel* like doing something, I don't do it. I have to *feel* like it. And I *feel* like it again, finally.
I had an incredibly productive day today. I even bought mulch for my yard. What-the-fuck. I got my part in my daughter's nursery done today, as well. I've been dragging my feet on that forever. Wife is super-happy. She's not even giving me shit about my new diet. She usually scoffs at it, like it's going to affect her, or she's worried I'll get extra cranky (which is possible). Didn't blink an eye.
I feel like I have some semblance of control back, rather than feeling like I'm in free-fall. Me-likey.
SIL made an excuse to stop by tonight. First time since starting B, so we'll see how that goes.
PS - OH YEAH - While unloading mulch from my car, totally caught MILF from across the street watching me lug these bags around from her window. Didn't I just say something about neighbor ladies being in reach of the SDS?
I have motivation again - I'm going to get this damn weight off and then some. If I don't *feel* like doing something, I don't do it. I have to *feel* like it. And I *feel* like it again, finally.
I had an incredibly productive day today. I even bought mulch for my yard. What-the-fuck. I got my part in my daughter's nursery done today, as well. I've been dragging my feet on that forever. Wife is super-happy. She's not even giving me shit about my new diet. She usually scoffs at it, like it's going to affect her, or she's worried I'll get extra cranky (which is possible). Didn't blink an eye.
I feel like I have some semblance of control back, rather than feeling like I'm in free-fall. Me-likey.
SIL made an excuse to stop by tonight. First time since starting B, so we'll see how that goes.
PS - OH YEAH - While unloading mulch from my car, totally caught MILF from across the street watching me lug these bags around from her window. Didn't I just say something about neighbor ladies being in reach of the SDS?
