04-18-2017, 01:25 PM
Day 47
Not a short day with DMSI. Nor a boring one I guess
It really depends on what you mean by "boring". If for you boring == uneventful (eventless? there should be word like that!) that it was boring. I wouldn't call it boring though. For two things.
First one, out of the bat. I played a game on my phone, one of those "conversation role-playing" games. I brought me a lot of emotions at first, writing was so good I was almost reliving my relationship with my ex. But later on I understood that it was just an exercise in justification of friendzone. I don't know how to explain this, you should play it yourself I guess, but take home message of the game was not to be needy and to love in platonic way.
The thing about it is that there are a lot of signs around me telling me I should learn to to love in platonic way. And while in some situations it is fine in some it is not. When someone is your friend, be it male or female, family or stranger, platonic love is fine. But when you reach out to someone and you get teased and not given a chance it is not fine at all! I don't remember when was the last time I was in such a situation, I simply get rejected because I'm unwilling to accept any and all forms of friendzone, but I saw it first-hand as my friend was trying to break out and failed.
That game made me almost wish I could turn back time. 10 hours later I laugh at that concept.
Second thing will probably take another update, so stay tuned for tomorrow Daily updates are back!
Not a short day with DMSI. Nor a boring one I guess
It really depends on what you mean by "boring". If for you boring == uneventful (eventless? there should be word like that!) that it was boring. I wouldn't call it boring though. For two things.
First one, out of the bat. I played a game on my phone, one of those "conversation role-playing" games. I brought me a lot of emotions at first, writing was so good I was almost reliving my relationship with my ex. But later on I understood that it was just an exercise in justification of friendzone. I don't know how to explain this, you should play it yourself I guess, but take home message of the game was not to be needy and to love in platonic way.
The thing about it is that there are a lot of signs around me telling me I should learn to to love in platonic way. And while in some situations it is fine in some it is not. When someone is your friend, be it male or female, family or stranger, platonic love is fine. But when you reach out to someone and you get teased and not given a chance it is not fine at all! I don't remember when was the last time I was in such a situation, I simply get rejected because I'm unwilling to accept any and all forms of friendzone, but I saw it first-hand as my friend was trying to break out and failed.
That game made me almost wish I could turn back time. 10 hours later I laugh at that concept.
Second thing will probably take another update, so stay tuned for tomorrow
Daily updates are back!
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
