04-14-2017, 08:30 AM
(04-13-2017, 05:51 AM)RTBoss Wrote: I'm starting to wonder if I'm experiencing some resistance based on how I'm eating. I'm drinking if it's in the house, eating with abandon (think I'm up 4 pounds), and now I'm ripping off my sleep phones before my loops start in my sleep. The last two nights, I've woken to find them lying next to me without any memory of taking them off. Fortunately, it's been in time to put them back on. Unfortunately, I couldn't sleep last night when the loops started, so I lost at least two hours of sleep. I'm dead-tired right now, but I gotta get to the gym.
I've also been extremely hot while sleeping, waking up covered in sweat and having to lay there with no sheets on. After falling back to sleep post-loops, I had a CRAZY dream that should have been a nightmare, but I didn't feel any fear. It was just psychotic content, and now I can't even remember what it was about. Must be the shielding. I just remember being absolutely SHOCKED at what I was dreaming about.
I experienced all of this -- especially the "ripping out the earbuds in the middle of the night" just before having a huge breakthrough where women started losing their damn minds around me.
Twerking for no reason, laughing loudly at my jokes -- desperately trying to get my attention. And since I'm not going for it (really don't wanna date at the gym), they're getting angry and trying to ignore me / lash out at me, lol.
