(04-12-2017, 04:58 PM)Benjamin Wrote: A few people have asked for their accounts deleted too, when that happens it deletes the rep from them.
Man.. naked in the hallway when she come in, you were so close to the sister in law achievement. Chaos will be sitting there ready to make it!
Lol, if I had achieved Operation Six Pack by now, I totally would have.
It's not even about her perception, it's about my perception of myself. It seems I don't feel comfortable unless I'm perfect, apparently. More healing/clearing related shit. You could have a crystal ball that said "If she saw you as you are, she would have dropped a creamsicle in your hallway." But I wouldn't believe it, unless there wasn't a chink in my armor that I could perceive.
Maybe that's a reason why my diet and willpower has gone to shit (rather than using the "energy" requirement as an excuse). I need to have some experiences that help lead to more self-acceptance. I don't know at this point. I'm still very much in flux.
