04-12-2017, 01:17 AM
Change is in the air...
I feel compelled to give a little update on how things are. I completed 32 days of A and must say I didn't notice so much on the women front, except from that strange plane incident I experienced. A lot of the time I felt like crap on it too. I ran B for over a week and it has had huge positive effects on me. I've been listening at 3/15 with earphones on hybrid. For that week I felt...
More secure about myself
More positive and better outlook in life
Happier
An ease in talking to people
A strange openness feeling about me where I felt relaxed and comfortable with people/strangers approaching me
More grounded
Feeling strong and masculine (my training levels have gone through the roof)
An urge and excitement to want talk to attractive women when around them (new for me)
Smiling at women more with first eye contact (subtle, sly smiling) When I do this I feel like my eyes are alight
Generally feeling more like a man and not accepting or taking any bull shit or negativity from people
However, I must say that I've yet to feel this 'aura' and 'bloom' that lots of people report. Perhaps I am projecting but it's so subtle for me that I don't feel it or recognise it. Or, maybe I haven't reached that level yet due to not fully executing the script.
I'm also experimenting with growing a beard when, after day of 1 of B, someone mentioned I would look good with one. After 4 days I was complimented by an attractive lady I know that I look good with it. I'm still unsure about it but will leave it for a full 2 weeks growth and see.
This is a new chapter in my life. I finished my job and I'm currently at my parents home resting and preparing to tackle on the intensive course for a diploma which will propel me in my career. Because they live in a remote area where I will not encounter many women I decided to switch back to version A for the 10 days that I'm here so I can hopefully clear more crap out.
I'm also seriously considering purchasing MLS 5.5 as my entire focus will be on the course and it would be ideal to run it if it comes out by the 22nd. It's so important that I get the diploma.
I considered starting a new journal, but I took a to look back on the crap that I wrote earlier and see there are some differences. Granted, my week of running B didn't manifest results in the terms of women but, something feels different, I feel there is change ahead and something was on the verge of happening. Like this is in my own hands.
I feel compelled to give a little update on how things are. I completed 32 days of A and must say I didn't notice so much on the women front, except from that strange plane incident I experienced. A lot of the time I felt like crap on it too. I ran B for over a week and it has had huge positive effects on me. I've been listening at 3/15 with earphones on hybrid. For that week I felt...
More secure about myself
More positive and better outlook in life
Happier
An ease in talking to people
A strange openness feeling about me where I felt relaxed and comfortable with people/strangers approaching me
More grounded
Feeling strong and masculine (my training levels have gone through the roof)
An urge and excitement to want talk to attractive women when around them (new for me)
Smiling at women more with first eye contact (subtle, sly smiling) When I do this I feel like my eyes are alight
Generally feeling more like a man and not accepting or taking any bull shit or negativity from people
However, I must say that I've yet to feel this 'aura' and 'bloom' that lots of people report. Perhaps I am projecting but it's so subtle for me that I don't feel it or recognise it. Or, maybe I haven't reached that level yet due to not fully executing the script.
I'm also experimenting with growing a beard when, after day of 1 of B, someone mentioned I would look good with one. After 4 days I was complimented by an attractive lady I know that I look good with it. I'm still unsure about it but will leave it for a full 2 weeks growth and see.
This is a new chapter in my life. I finished my job and I'm currently at my parents home resting and preparing to tackle on the intensive course for a diploma which will propel me in my career. Because they live in a remote area where I will not encounter many women I decided to switch back to version A for the 10 days that I'm here so I can hopefully clear more crap out.
I'm also seriously considering purchasing MLS 5.5 as my entire focus will be on the course and it would be ideal to run it if it comes out by the 22nd. It's so important that I get the diploma.
I considered starting a new journal, but I took a to look back on the crap that I wrote earlier and see there are some differences. Granted, my week of running B didn't manifest results in the terms of women but, something feels different, I feel there is change ahead and something was on the verge of happening. Like this is in my own hands.
