DMSI 3.1 and MLS exploration - Ascension to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)hood

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ESTJ, from the few people I know who ARE ESTJ, are definitely natural alpha. One is a woman and two of them are men. They have booming, commander voices, very funny, and are very conscious of the social dynamic, ensuring those in their "pack" are taken care of. I have lived with all 3 at various times in my life, and the pattern is pretty evident. I'm at the anime convention with one of the ESTJ's. His natural alpha style is what made me feel insecure just an hour ago. He is a great leader and makes sure to check and see that all of us are taken care of.

Here's my opinion about ESTJs. My best friend and girlfriend are ESTJs. So this is only based on two people I know. It is true that they look alpha, and all of your description is correct, but it's only appearance. Once you get to know their insecurities, you'll have a totally different view They're suckers for attention, hold grudges, have a need to seek revenge with their own hands, and they can't stand their own jokes done on them... They are know-it-alls, do not make mistakes, and have the need to be right all the time... Again, this is based off two people, but it's amazing how similar they are in these aspects. You still see them as alpha?

Here's the thing man, everyone has insecurities. The only difference is how those insecurities manifest in behavior. My point still remains that they have natural alpha tendencies, whether or not they are based out of insecurity

Interestingly enough, I jumped to conclusions on that guy who I was talking about in my preivous post. I had him take the MBTI test, and it turns out he is actually an ENTJ. So I was REALLY close, but my assumption was based on incomplete truths. However, he's still pretty damn alpha 1.0 (according to blackdragon's description of alpha 1.0).

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I listened to 3 loops yesterday night. I've had a massive headache all day, which I am attributing to shifting reality timelines at a very rapid pace. I'm pretty sure I'm in script acceptance mode because of what I've been feeling over the past 24 hours.

I'm feeling a pull to start MHS on May 13 -- with a 21 day break after dimsee. So if I do end up going that route, I'll be bringing dimsee to a close here in the next week and a half, so i can squeeze in a month or more of MHS. My body is craving some physical healing.