04-11-2017, 05:59 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-11-2017, 06:21 AM by Mystic Pymp.)
Day 40
Yesterday was not a boring day. I hope today will be though.
I feel I just need a rest. Not from the sub as it is, just a chaos all around me. I could go to my parents' for the Easter already but I don't wanna. If I go I won't be able to meet that girl and while sex is probably out of the question with this one I'm still curious how our chemistry will go and simply spend some time with old friend I haven't seen in a long while. Like, you know, normal human being do
I really should look less at everything through sexual/DMSI angle.
My best friend's flatmate wrote to me yesterday and said she won't be texting with me because apparently she found herself a boyfriend and wants to be fair with him. I have no idea how texting with me is unfair, I didn't ask her out or try to escalate but sure. It didn't move me one bit but it's just so damn strange. I don't really remember the last time someone was jealous of me...
EDIT
One more thing worth noting. Recently I was playing around with horoscopes, tarot and similar stories online. Silly games, it's worth doing it just to see how you can word ideas so that they fit to as many situations as possible. Mind games aside I run some of those and funnily enough most of them show some coherent message! Don't wanna share what that is and even if it was all bogus made by random number generator it still gives me quite optimistic outlook
Yesterday was not a boring day. I hope today will be though.
I feel I just need a rest. Not from the sub as it is, just a chaos all around me. I could go to my parents' for the Easter already but I don't wanna. If I go I won't be able to meet that girl and while sex is probably out of the question with this one I'm still curious how our chemistry will go and simply spend some time with old friend I haven't seen in a long while. Like, you know, normal human being do
I really should look less at everything through sexual/DMSI angle.My best friend's flatmate wrote to me yesterday and said she won't be texting with me because apparently she found herself a boyfriend and wants to be fair with him. I have no idea how texting with me is unfair, I didn't ask her out or try to escalate but sure. It didn't move me one bit but it's just so damn strange. I don't really remember the last time someone was jealous of me...
EDIT
One more thing worth noting. Recently I was playing around with horoscopes, tarot and similar stories online. Silly games, it's worth doing it just to see how you can word ideas so that they fit to as many situations as possible. Mind games aside I run some of those and funnily enough most of them show some coherent message! Don't wanna share what that is and even if it was all bogus made by random number generator it still gives me quite optimistic outlook
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
