I've been a bit more irritable than usual.
Intuition tells me that I'm complying with the script, but not 100% willingly. It's like I'm grumbling and moaning about complying with the script, making sure to let you know that I'm doing it because I HAVE to, not because I WANT to.
OR, it could be the shields from version A starting to die down. 30 days of having an emotional shield and then taking it away could make me hyper sensitive to that which i experienced prior to having the shield, but was numbed to them while the shield was up.
I'm volunteering at anime matsuri this year. I will be in the presence of hundreds of anime girls. I don't have much expectations that dimsee will prove its worth there, and truth be told, I don't have much faith that it will either. Why don't I have faith in it? It's the latest and greatest development of th dimsee series, so I should have the most faith. but instead, the IDGAF is so strong that it's causing me to doubt it. lol
Intuition tells me that I'm complying with the script, but not 100% willingly. It's like I'm grumbling and moaning about complying with the script, making sure to let you know that I'm doing it because I HAVE to, not because I WANT to.
OR, it could be the shields from version A starting to die down. 30 days of having an emotional shield and then taking it away could make me hyper sensitive to that which i experienced prior to having the shield, but was numbed to them while the shield was up.
I'm volunteering at anime matsuri this year. I will be in the presence of hundreds of anime girls. I don't have much expectations that dimsee will prove its worth there, and truth be told, I don't have much faith that it will either. Why don't I have faith in it? It's the latest and greatest development of th dimsee series, so I should have the most faith. but instead, the IDGAF is so strong that it's causing me to doubt it. lol
