Aventus's Journey to Becoming More Real (DMSI V3.1)

[Aventus45]

Day 35

Disclaimer: ran a variety of loops and currently testing whether 3 loops its better for me.

2 loops didnt feel like it has the kick i wanted,

3 loops seem to be the best for me but still need to be tested.

4 loops wears me out more than I am willing to sacrifice although i didn't blow up like Nemania.

Update of what happened in the few days.

-asked out a fellow mentee who, I think, has been eyeing me since the start of the program. ill update on what, if anything, happens.

-my previous internship i nailed down went up in smoke so i applied again for an internship. Within 30 minutes of applying to multiple job listings, I got an interview with another firm.

The day before the interview, I got into the state-funded youth employment program, which program participants are taken by a lottery.

Next day, the interview went really well. It turns out it is arguably better than the original offer I got in terms of training and such.

During said interview, I also got an email from the firm the originally rejected me and was offered another position within their company. The benefits, aside from being paid, wasnt as up to par as the current offer so i refused it.

The hispanic girl that i am friends with, and also in my class, sent me this one video the is blatantly provative. I found it hilarious because it was an Ad for 5Gum that said "How it feels to chew 5gum" and a sudden cut to a girl getting deepthroated, and back to the Ad saying "simulate your senses" XD

Today

Woke up from 2 weird dreams.

First involved my mom which i can easily see why. I perceived her as someone who limits and contains me. She was the parent who was controlling.

The second one I had no idea but it was interesting none the less.

In class, the Hispanic girl and I were messing around as usual. This time was being the usual annoying by clicking on random keys on my computer, I was feeling alot bolder so I grabbed her hand as she was doing it. She retracted her hand fast and she stopped doing it. Afterward, she has this one hand between her legs, and during the lecture she would look back at me repeatedly and making eye contact on some of them but she would show me she is nodding off in class. She also told he she had a hereditary disease that causes her to be sleepy in class? Weird way of justifying something I don't really care about