My dad was here training tonight. I thought perhaps he'd say something about what transpired with my mom the other day.
I could feel tension, energetically, but he didn't say anything when he got here.
My wife came home from work, and joined us in the training studio. His session time was up, and as he goes to leave, that's when he chose to ask me about it - like a coward. He waited until he had the option to flee out the door, and even had the gumption to bring it up with my wife present - like her presence would help him or he'd make me look stupid in front of her.
Wrrrrooooonnng!
I told him it was completely inappropriate to involve my wife by asking me about the argument in front of her, and then I said the issue was between my mother and me. He interjected with, "No, she's my wife, and you won't speak to her like that." Who knows what she said to him about the other day, but I didn't speak any which way other than saying facts about how I didn't have perfect parents while growing up, and I'd be damned if I was going to sit there and let her talk about how shit that bothers me to this day wasn't their fault and let her get away with it. Anyway, I didn't get into the specifics with him to make it WWIII, I just said, "She insulted me in my own home, twice (two sessions in a row), and didn't like my response. Too bad, no one speaks to me like that - I don't care who you are - and certainly not in MY house (it felt good to say that, b/c he always said that to me as a teenager when I lived with them). Furthermore, "DAD," if you want to get into the middle of this, you aren't going to like the outcome - I'll assure you of that!" He then ended it quickly by saying, "Well, I'll have to ask her about what she said, gotta go!" Then he fled, like a pussy. (My apologies to all the felines and vaginas out there for the insult)
My body is positively (negatively) VIBRATING with energy and adrenaline. I am so pissed, but oddly, my third eye is super-active, and I even feel "trancey (not a real word, I know
)." My hands and feet are just sucking-in energy like crazy.
My wife says I could have handled the situation better, but I don't like being blindsided in such a cowardly manner. It's probably good that he left, 'cuz he knows if he escalated the matter that'd be it. I've cut him out of my life for over 3 months before, he knows I won't hesitate to again.
I don't know why I feel this way, but emotionally, I could do without them (my parents). It's kind of strange, but there are parts of me that don't care if I ever see either of them ever again. I'd hate it if my own son felt that way about me someday.
PS Writing all that has made me feel tremendously better, and my wife is trying to make me feel better by being extremely nice and joking with me, which is cool. I think a part of her is kinda impressed by what she witnessed.
I could feel tension, energetically, but he didn't say anything when he got here.
My wife came home from work, and joined us in the training studio. His session time was up, and as he goes to leave, that's when he chose to ask me about it - like a coward. He waited until he had the option to flee out the door, and even had the gumption to bring it up with my wife present - like her presence would help him or he'd make me look stupid in front of her.
Wrrrrooooonnng!
I told him it was completely inappropriate to involve my wife by asking me about the argument in front of her, and then I said the issue was between my mother and me. He interjected with, "No, she's my wife, and you won't speak to her like that." Who knows what she said to him about the other day, but I didn't speak any which way other than saying facts about how I didn't have perfect parents while growing up, and I'd be damned if I was going to sit there and let her talk about how shit that bothers me to this day wasn't their fault and let her get away with it. Anyway, I didn't get into the specifics with him to make it WWIII, I just said, "She insulted me in my own home, twice (two sessions in a row), and didn't like my response. Too bad, no one speaks to me like that - I don't care who you are - and certainly not in MY house (it felt good to say that, b/c he always said that to me as a teenager when I lived with them). Furthermore, "DAD," if you want to get into the middle of this, you aren't going to like the outcome - I'll assure you of that!" He then ended it quickly by saying, "Well, I'll have to ask her about what she said, gotta go!" Then he fled, like a pussy. (My apologies to all the felines and vaginas out there for the insult)
My body is positively (negatively) VIBRATING with energy and adrenaline. I am so pissed, but oddly, my third eye is super-active, and I even feel "trancey (not a real word, I know
)." My hands and feet are just sucking-in energy like crazy.My wife says I could have handled the situation better, but I don't like being blindsided in such a cowardly manner. It's probably good that he left, 'cuz he knows if he escalated the matter that'd be it. I've cut him out of my life for over 3 months before, he knows I won't hesitate to again.
I don't know why I feel this way, but emotionally, I could do without them (my parents). It's kind of strange, but there are parts of me that don't care if I ever see either of them ever again. I'd hate it if my own son felt that way about me someday.
PS Writing all that has made me feel tremendously better, and my wife is trying to make me feel better by being extremely nice and joking with me, which is cool. I think a part of her is kinda impressed by what she witnessed.
