04-05-2017, 02:14 AM
(04-04-2017, 02:40 PM)Shannon Wrote: She contacted you because you focused your mind and energy on her and she sensed it. She was "answering your call", but may not have been in the mood to talk. When you do that, call someone else (on the phone or otherwise) you have to have a reason for doing so or it doesn't work well.
Okay, so basically you tell me I might be screwing with her head for no good reason? Some inception shit right there. I wonder if with enough exposure something more might come out of it? I would ask if that is ethical but I've read way too much on the subject to worry about it. She has free will after all.
There is a person that I could do something similar quite easily - you guessed it, my ex. Come to think of it it might be the (or at least one of the) reason why she's always promise change and claim how much she loves me, but reverting on those promises very soon. Anyhow that was my ex, person I was close to, I knew her smell and taste and I could imagine it all plain as day. Also she would be trying magic herself, casting curses on others in high school brought (according to her) lots of bad karma. I was calling it self-fulfilling prophecy though.
(04-04-2017, 02:40 PM)Shannon Wrote:Quote:I wish some big breakthrough would happen, that opportunity would come so great that if it was to fail I would have only myself to blame. \But nothing really comes like that. Only teases, as if the Universe wanted to show me the glimpses while denying me the real thing.
I think if you replace "universe" with "my subconscious self", you would be a lot more accurate.
Good insight. I wonder what "my subconscious self" is so scared of that it is wetting its toes in the pool but won't jump into it. Only more the reasons to stay with A.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4