Day 27
I ASKED A CHICK I NEVER SPOKE TO EXCEPT FOR TODAY WHAT HER ASTROLOGY SIGN IS,
SHE SAID SCORPIO THEN AT THE END OF THE CONVERSATION SHE SAID "IT MEANS I LIKE SEX"
For the record I asked her "what did you say?? because I thought she misspoke and didn't hear her well. She said it again
I was shocked.
That was most the intense indicator that DMSI that I got today.
Other things I noticed is i'm much more comfortable around these women, I have great body language and feel much less neediness and desperation. Although I want a girlfriend now more then I ever.
I had a few days of slight unsure of how Brunette 3 felt about me (the vegan who I really connected with in past and made my head explode from stress once when I almost asked her out last week)
It's been wierd with us because she's super shy I haven't gotten a good chance to sit and talk with her in a while. She seems shy and inescure..
It feels like were both to shy with eachtother and feel the other one doesn't like eachother.
That's what it feels like.
I actually like her and think she's adorable but I don't know what to talk about with her and I hate small talk. I only see her for 20 seconds at a time randomly at work when she comes back to kitchen. I need to take lunch or something with her but its hard to time it. I gave her a hug when I saw her leaving, I opened my arms up for hug she came in, I had my dirty apron on I said "I'm kinda dirty but it's okay" and she said "just a bit" ahah
So I think I opened things up a bit for her now since she saw I hugged her, she's also the same brunette 3 that I was an asshole too the day after my head almost exploded. I think when I was rude to her that day it made her think wow he doesn't like me at all. Because she's shy, insecure and sensitive.
I like her for real, she's the one I had two dreams of being rejected from. I also like Brunette 1 still but don't feel much towards her when I saw her today, she saw me at the garbage cans outside when I was working and she said "fancy seeing you here"
I don't know what that means but it was good. I just said "hows it going" and when back to my work.
I met a new chick today and talked to her a bit, she smiled at me genuinely when I said "Bye natalie!" when I saw her leaving and I had good eye contact, with serious face.
It's hard for me to smile at women nowadays thats also why brunette 3 is unsure of how I feel around her. I always have a very serious facial expression, "resting bitch face' but the manly version. But the moment someone said something funny or talks to me that facial expression changes to neutral or happy.
But usually I look aggressive or serious. Especially at a work setting when I'm focused on my job. When i'm just chilling at home with friends I don't look like that.
Yesterday when I saw brunette 4 (I haven't spoke about this one yet hence the new number 4) AKA ALESHIA.
I was getting real deep with her, I get to spend allot of time with her because I work also at a station where I make salads, soups, sushi 3 days a week and it's just me and her and another guy. If shes working that day.
Laid the Mack down real well, i'm really really good at talking to women, but only when I am in a position to sit or stand with them for extended periods of time.
hence why I hate small talk and why its hard for me to game allot of these servers. I don't get to sit down with them long.
I'm good on dates though so I think once I get these dates going thinks will work out well.
There was allot of time today where I was seriously considering asking out brunette 3 when I see her next and I was going to go through with it.
Would be a big breakthrough for me. I was going to go all direct. I haven't done direct game in long time. I used to only be able to go direct if I knew the girl liked me already for sure , like when I went on a date after woman magnet with that 28 years old, she basically asked me out because she said something that implied she wanted to see me again.
then my coworker male started singing some song from RHCP I can't remember the lyrics but it basically was saying "gotta take it slowwwwww" Gotta take it slowwwwwww...
So I figured that's a sign from whatever ideology,belief,science, word you want me to use for this sentence and decided not too ask her out today and just wait it out, do it another time when it comes more naturally.
I also had some other chick tell me "I like you" but it wasn't in a direct way and I can't state exactly why she said it on the forum but it wasn't like she was telling me she was infatuated by me, it was more general like I like working with you.
But the words that came out was "I like you" if i posted the rest of the sentence you would know what I mean but I can't for security reasons.
I also had other women who I almost never spoke to before at all show me mad smiles and iois with there smiles. MAJOR
I ASKED A CHICK I NEVER SPOKE TO EXCEPT FOR TODAY WHAT HER ASTROLOGY SIGN IS,
SHE SAID SCORPIO THEN AT THE END OF THE CONVERSATION SHE SAID "IT MEANS I LIKE SEX"
For the record I asked her "what did you say?? because I thought she misspoke and didn't hear her well. She said it again
I was shocked.
That was most the intense indicator that DMSI that I got today.
Other things I noticed is i'm much more comfortable around these women, I have great body language and feel much less neediness and desperation. Although I want a girlfriend now more then I ever.
I had a few days of slight unsure of how Brunette 3 felt about me (the vegan who I really connected with in past and made my head explode from stress once when I almost asked her out last week)
It's been wierd with us because she's super shy I haven't gotten a good chance to sit and talk with her in a while. She seems shy and inescure..
It feels like were both to shy with eachtother and feel the other one doesn't like eachother.
That's what it feels like.
I actually like her and think she's adorable but I don't know what to talk about with her and I hate small talk. I only see her for 20 seconds at a time randomly at work when she comes back to kitchen. I need to take lunch or something with her but its hard to time it. I gave her a hug when I saw her leaving, I opened my arms up for hug she came in, I had my dirty apron on I said "I'm kinda dirty but it's okay" and she said "just a bit" ahah
So I think I opened things up a bit for her now since she saw I hugged her, she's also the same brunette 3 that I was an asshole too the day after my head almost exploded. I think when I was rude to her that day it made her think wow he doesn't like me at all. Because she's shy, insecure and sensitive.
I like her for real, she's the one I had two dreams of being rejected from. I also like Brunette 1 still but don't feel much towards her when I saw her today, she saw me at the garbage cans outside when I was working and she said "fancy seeing you here"
I don't know what that means but it was good. I just said "hows it going" and when back to my work.
I met a new chick today and talked to her a bit, she smiled at me genuinely when I said "Bye natalie!" when I saw her leaving and I had good eye contact, with serious face.
It's hard for me to smile at women nowadays thats also why brunette 3 is unsure of how I feel around her. I always have a very serious facial expression, "resting bitch face' but the manly version. But the moment someone said something funny or talks to me that facial expression changes to neutral or happy.
But usually I look aggressive or serious. Especially at a work setting when I'm focused on my job. When i'm just chilling at home with friends I don't look like that.
Yesterday when I saw brunette 4 (I haven't spoke about this one yet hence the new number 4) AKA ALESHIA.
I was getting real deep with her, I get to spend allot of time with her because I work also at a station where I make salads, soups, sushi 3 days a week and it's just me and her and another guy. If shes working that day.
Laid the Mack down real well, i'm really really good at talking to women, but only when I am in a position to sit or stand with them for extended periods of time.
hence why I hate small talk and why its hard for me to game allot of these servers. I don't get to sit down with them long.
I'm good on dates though so I think once I get these dates going thinks will work out well.
There was allot of time today where I was seriously considering asking out brunette 3 when I see her next and I was going to go through with it.
Would be a big breakthrough for me. I was going to go all direct. I haven't done direct game in long time. I used to only be able to go direct if I knew the girl liked me already for sure , like when I went on a date after woman magnet with that 28 years old, she basically asked me out because she said something that implied she wanted to see me again.
then my coworker male started singing some song from RHCP I can't remember the lyrics but it basically was saying "gotta take it slowwwwww" Gotta take it slowwwwwww...
So I figured that's a sign from whatever ideology,belief,science, word you want me to use for this sentence and decided not too ask her out today and just wait it out, do it another time when it comes more naturally.
I also had some other chick tell me "I like you" but it wasn't in a direct way and I can't state exactly why she said it on the forum but it wasn't like she was telling me she was infatuated by me, it was more general like I like working with you.
But the words that came out was "I like you" if i posted the rest of the sentence you would know what I mean but I can't for security reasons.
I also had other women who I almost never spoke to before at all show me mad smiles and iois with there smiles. MAJOR
