03-31-2017, 11:35 PM
So I'm back to obsessing about my celeb client. I thought that i was over that, but each time we are together it just relights the spark.
She still hasn't said directly that she wants anything, but she's certainly talked around the issue. She said that after one of her parents died that, on the one hand, it reinforced the need to cherish what she has (her husband), but on the other hand she feels the need to seize every bit of life and excitement. I assume that she was referring to me, but she's always just a little too evasive.
Hate feeling needy and insecure!
My mission to lean down a bit is going relatively well. I'm regularly taking my supplement stack. Protein shake for breakfast.
My resistance mechanism remains masturbation i think. I get really edgy when I'm horny and convince myself that fapping will ease the stress and help me get more work done etc.
I've stuck to a mix of US (speakers) and hybrid (headphones), single loop for the past few days.
Didn't get any results from 2 clicks of volume on the phone over headphones, so going back to 3 clicks. It feels like i can hear more of the tickling steam.
She still hasn't said directly that she wants anything, but she's certainly talked around the issue. She said that after one of her parents died that, on the one hand, it reinforced the need to cherish what she has (her husband), but on the other hand she feels the need to seize every bit of life and excitement. I assume that she was referring to me, but she's always just a little too evasive.
Hate feeling needy and insecure!
My mission to lean down a bit is going relatively well. I'm regularly taking my supplement stack. Protein shake for breakfast.
My resistance mechanism remains masturbation i think. I get really edgy when I'm horny and convince myself that fapping will ease the stress and help me get more work done etc.
I've stuck to a mix of US (speakers) and hybrid (headphones), single loop for the past few days.
Didn't get any results from 2 clicks of volume on the phone over headphones, so going back to 3 clicks. It feels like i can hear more of the tickling steam.
Fear Is The Mind-killer
