03-30-2017, 11:18 AM
I was within 200 ft. of her on the treadmill, and could see her reflection as I warmed up. During that time, I was hit with sheer horniness. It dissipated as I went on to speak with my friend.
When I was near her, speaking with my friend, I felt very confident and in the zone. I was very focused, horned-in (I mean, honed in), and felt an alert buzz, similar to the awake feeling having had a great night's sleep or the peak of a smooth caffeine high. I'm certain my eyes were shootin' frickin' lazer beams.
I'll do a better job of being more aware of what I'm feeling in-the-moment in the future. I didn't have any prep time to think about it during that situation.
When I was near her, speaking with my friend, I felt very confident and in the zone. I was very focused, horned-in (I mean, honed in), and felt an alert buzz, similar to the awake feeling having had a great night's sleep or the peak of a smooth caffeine high. I'm certain my eyes were shootin' frickin' lazer beams.
I'll do a better job of being more aware of what I'm feeling in-the-moment in the future. I didn't have any prep time to think about it during that situation.
