chaosvrgn's REAL results ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (A DMSI v3.1 Exploration)

[chaosvrgn]

So much shit has happened in the past few days that I don't know where to begin. Massive, massive changes in mindset and attitude. I'm moving through the world like it's mine, like I own it.

I sniped the f*ck out of my ex yesterday while dropping off my kid. It took everything in me not to just fuck the hell out of her in the middle of the parking lot. She felt it too. We got caught in what I'm calling the DMSI bubble. It was like no one else around us existed -- it was only she and I and that moment of lust.

Understand that when I say, "bubble," I really mean it. I was SO DRAWN to her. We were standing almost face to face. She looks me in the eye and then wraps her arms around my waist and just held me close.

This is the third time that I've experienced the DMSI bubble. I'm thinking all the times in the past that I thought was the sniper was actually just the baseline aura. The bubble... is something different. It felt like we were beyond time and space, beyond all rational thought. And the only thing that existed in that moment was primal desire. F*ck logic, f*ck consequences. If we had been alone, we would've fucked like animals.

Here's the weird thing, moments later I got this rambling text for someone I was supposed to go out with. She sent a MASSIVE wall of text explaining why she had to change the date a third a time. I replied, "Wednesday it is... but first round of drinks are on you "

Moments later, she sent another reply claiming that she had lied, that she was actually talking to someone else and decided to pursue that exclusivity. I responded with: "roflmao, hope he enjoys his prize, bless than poor man's soul," because she's a f*cking idiot and I really didn't want to go out with her on Wednesday anyway because I have Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu @ 6am the next morning. Whatever.

I think I began executing while with my ex, which hit the tinder chick with the sniper, but since I was in full execution mode, the anti-sniper popped in and the tinder chick bailed. Fuck it, I'll just post it:




So, what clearly happened here is that she met someone she thought was better and assumed I was a beta bitch that was gonna treat her to dinners and sh*t. When she realized that was the case, she bailed. Take note: That's a good way to weed those b*tches out.

IOIs are heavily increasing in intensity. The other day, the sexy black chick from the gym began dancing seductively and singing to the music -- like she was "lost" in the music -- while we were supposed to be hitting the thai pads. When she caught me grinning at her, she began blush and giggle. I've never seen her do She's actually quite awkward in a cute way. She's very friendly, but seems to be kinda... socially inept. I'm gonna have to make a move soon before she starts questioning her attraction. Again... we go to all the same classes -- BJJ, Muay Thai and Boxing. It'd just be so weird if things didn't go right. I'd hate to end up like Sarge and his hairdresser.

jk Sarge, you know I dig ya, homie.

The respect hits are absolutely insane. Men act like they're in awe of me. Women can't stop staring. An older alpha type held the door for me at WaWa. I tried to hold the door for him and he goes, "nope, beauty before age," which is backward from what's usually said.

Other things have happened. Will update soon. Super busy with work and training.