03-27-2017, 05:36 PM
Hahaha I think I crossed over the hump for this round of growth. Thanks guys.
I feel heaviness in my chest still, but the emotions aren't accompanying the physical sensation, as it was over the past couple of days. This makes me wonder if the anxiety and pain was induced by the sub clearing? If so, shouldn't the emotional shield have protected me from that? I feel fear again just THINKING about the mental rape I endured.
.............. I spoke too soon. Thinking about the fear brought it back, and I feel claustrophobic again. And a sharp pain going through my head. If you look at my head from a birds eye view, the pain is at the 7 o'clock position.
Am I clearing? Resisting? Or what? O_o.
Can't wait for the clearing to be over!!!!!
I feel heaviness in my chest still, but the emotions aren't accompanying the physical sensation, as it was over the past couple of days. This makes me wonder if the anxiety and pain was induced by the sub clearing? If so, shouldn't the emotional shield have protected me from that? I feel fear again just THINKING about the mental rape I endured.
.............. I spoke too soon. Thinking about the fear brought it back, and I feel claustrophobic again. And a sharp pain going through my head. If you look at my head from a birds eye view, the pain is at the 7 o'clock position.
Am I clearing? Resisting? Or what? O_o.
Can't wait for the clearing to be over!!!!!
