DMSI 3.1 and MLS exploration - Ascension to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)hood

[eternity]

Listening to my loops right now. This session and the session before it were spaced 36 hours apart from the last session.

I'm incredibly scared. Fear is permeating my entire being. Seems like my subconscious is putting up an interesting fight. Previously, the cycle has looked something like this: Input -> Rage -> Depression -> Acceptance -> Execution

Now, the cycle is completely different

There's a new component; fear. Fear in the sense that I feel like I'm being closed in on. Almost claustrophobic like. My heart is sinking, and I feel like I'm losing my sense of self. Again. This would be the best visual example of how I feel right now:



3.1 may be a beast, but my subconscious ain't no punk and it's putting up a fight.

Fear, Pain, Worry. 3.1's Trifecta of clearing. WTF am I clearing anyway that has to be so damn difficult to withstand?

There is some serious warfare going on in my head. NO WONDER Shannon recommends a MINIMUM OF 1 MONTH ON VERSION A

Y'all best heed that advice. I'm in tears right now as I'm writing this.