Had one of the worst days of my life.
Extreme resisteance 95 percent of the day.
Felt like my head was literally going to fucking explode from stress.
I really wonder if there is anything to negate the stress caused from resistance because it's absolutely insane and it's making me nuts.
I'm seriously wondering what the hell is going with DMSI right now.
AM made me alpha and attract women easily without giving me any resistance at all.
I feel like something is seriously flawed with DMSI, I'm hoping I'm wrong and that shannon is right and that you really gotta go through the pain to get to the glory.
But I can't go on like this forever.
How long will I suffer..
The times where it works it feels great, the times that it doesn't . absolute hell.
IT NEEDS STRESS REDUCTION AND HAPPINESS ADDED IF NOT ADDED PLEASE.
I can't even explain how terrible I felt today.
I'm literally going to ignore all these chicks at my work on purpose until I know i'm full healed and the program is working.
At this point I can't risk looking like a fool and mental mess half the time and being totally normal and smooth the other half.
The more I like the girl the more fucked up the resistance is.
if I don't like her at all I have like no resistance at all and feel almost completely normal.
This is terrible.
Basically fucked things up with that chick I like. It's still recoverable but it's fucked up.
They can immediately sense when I'm feeling off too. I thought I was fucking empathetic, women are way more.
It's fucked up.
I'm so sick of this. I want to quit my job but I can't financially and I don't want to be a pussy.
Extreme resisteance 95 percent of the day.
Felt like my head was literally going to fucking explode from stress.
I really wonder if there is anything to negate the stress caused from resistance because it's absolutely insane and it's making me nuts.
I'm seriously wondering what the hell is going with DMSI right now.
AM made me alpha and attract women easily without giving me any resistance at all.
I feel like something is seriously flawed with DMSI, I'm hoping I'm wrong and that shannon is right and that you really gotta go through the pain to get to the glory.
But I can't go on like this forever.
How long will I suffer..
The times where it works it feels great, the times that it doesn't . absolute hell.
IT NEEDS STRESS REDUCTION AND HAPPINESS ADDED IF NOT ADDED PLEASE.
I can't even explain how terrible I felt today.
I'm literally going to ignore all these chicks at my work on purpose until I know i'm full healed and the program is working.
At this point I can't risk looking like a fool and mental mess half the time and being totally normal and smooth the other half.
The more I like the girl the more fucked up the resistance is.
if I don't like her at all I have like no resistance at all and feel almost completely normal.
This is terrible.
Basically fucked things up with that chick I like. It's still recoverable but it's fucked up.
They can immediately sense when I'm feeling off too. I thought I was fucking empathetic, women are way more.
It's fucked up.
I'm so sick of this. I want to quit my job but I can't financially and I don't want to be a pussy.
