03-23-2017, 07:14 PM
Day 27-28
Not much to say. Tonight will be last night I listen before I wait the week until the beginning of the next month and switch to DMSI. It's siren call has been calling, even if upon reflection while listening to MHS, I realized it's going to be hell with massive resistance from 2 different sources of fear. Neither of which explained my resistance for MHS. TBH, I think I'd probably need another month at least before I'd be fully healed. I'll probably come back after 3 months of DMSI to continue the healing but I'm going to follow my original plan and switch. I told myself 28 days of MHS and here I am.
Effects of MHS, my external hemerrhoid seems to be bleeding less overall but is not cured and I do occasionally still have a heavier bleed. Still have problems with my arms every once in a while, especially if too much on the computer. The one instance that was surprising was some of the healing done on my lip. Originally if I put heavy pressure on the one side it would cause me some pain. This was the result of a very difficult surgery to remove the wisdom tooth on that side. Now, it's only the discomfort one gets from putting pressure on ones lips. Still has a slight loss in feeling but is better.
Well, if anything happens in the next week, I'll post it but otherwise this journal is probably closed. On the fence on whether I should do one for DMSI 3.1. I know that's going to be hell, but at least I know to use masked instead of hybrid, which seemed to work better for me on this run.
Not much to say. Tonight will be last night I listen before I wait the week until the beginning of the next month and switch to DMSI. It's siren call has been calling, even if upon reflection while listening to MHS, I realized it's going to be hell with massive resistance from 2 different sources of fear. Neither of which explained my resistance for MHS. TBH, I think I'd probably need another month at least before I'd be fully healed. I'll probably come back after 3 months of DMSI to continue the healing but I'm going to follow my original plan and switch. I told myself 28 days of MHS and here I am.
Effects of MHS, my external hemerrhoid seems to be bleeding less overall but is not cured and I do occasionally still have a heavier bleed. Still have problems with my arms every once in a while, especially if too much on the computer. The one instance that was surprising was some of the healing done on my lip. Originally if I put heavy pressure on the one side it would cause me some pain. This was the result of a very difficult surgery to remove the wisdom tooth on that side. Now, it's only the discomfort one gets from putting pressure on ones lips. Still has a slight loss in feeling but is better.
Well, if anything happens in the next week, I'll post it but otherwise this journal is probably closed. On the fence on whether I should do one for DMSI 3.1. I know that's going to be hell, but at least I know to use masked instead of hybrid, which seemed to work better for me on this run.
