03-22-2017, 02:26 PM
If I learned anything from what happened the other day, it was that my inability to control my anger is out-of-control. I saw, in my mind's eye, a future where it burned me, my wife, my son, and daughter. I've been trying to get my anger under control for years (probably since the mid-90's), and recently I've found myself dwelling on how to get some real change there. I keep thinking, "I don't want my daughter to have a father that uses anger in the ways I do, it can't happen." Looking back over my life, it's only been a destructive force-for-change. This experience shook me in a way where I wonder if I would use my anger again like I have in the past. Time will certainly tell.
But yeah, my plan is to be careful...and kind.
But yeah, my plan is to be careful...and kind.
