Days 16-19: March 17th-20th, 2017
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Version: 3.1A
Format: Trickling Stream Masked FLAC
Player: Phone thru Headphones
Volume: 10 out of 15 clicks
- Hung out with a couple of friends on Friday. One of my friend's wife sat right next to me at the exact opposite angle from her husband so she "could have a better view of the restaurant". I've mentioned her doing this before on this journal. She shared her food with me too...
- In my mind's eye, one of my friends that I used to classify as "hot" now I classify as "definitely within reach", for the lack of a better way of putting it I was pleasantly surprised when that thought popped up!
- Feeling that I deserve way better in my dating/sexual life
- Feeling tingles in the weirdest places. Inside ears and gums in the front of my mouth
- Girlfriend was pretty disrespectful and borderline abusive with some of her comments over the weekend. It was all uncalled for too. I didn't do anything, at least knowingly, to deserve them. I know she's coming from a place of insecurity and fear with the comments. I hope the source of it is DMSI.
- Trevor Noah is a silly SJW dum-dum. Watched a show of his last night and he triggered me with his "jokes". I don't think this would have happened before. I would have just shrugged it off.
- Some songs I used to love, I don't connect with anymore.
- I was feeling rage-y all day long. Kicked the door in the bathroom at work with the intention of breaking it. Put a nice dent on it :angel: I just took a cold ass shower and it seemed to calm me down finally. At least I can think now and put my thoughts into a journal entry...
INFJ