03-19-2017, 07:09 PM
I'm having a resistance headache right now.... so I'm gonna try to write and ramble as much as I can to see if it releases the resistance.
I did a full body massage for her and showed her where all the chakra's are on her body...
She said she has heart chakra and sacral chakra activity quite often. Sacral chakra activity happens when I'm talking to her, especially more so when I do so in a particular tone of voice.
y'know.. i don't have a pull to eat healthy like i did during 3.0. I just want to eat anything and everything. it'll only be a matter of time before it catches up to me. I better do something about that.
I'm feeling reduced motivation and increased laziness lately. At times, I get completely repulsed by the idea of working out or doing anything physical. I have a feeling this is pretty hefty resistance of the "no! I DON'T WANNA! AND YOU CAN'T MAKE ME! SO I'MA SIT HERE AND DO NOTHING!" variety of resistance. Possibly resistance to the US programming, which would make sense since I resisted BASE pretty damn heavily too.
My little sister also didn't want to spend the night out of town this next saturday, so instead of having an overnight out of town trip with the beautiful woman friend of mine (and her two kids), it's just going to be a day trip. Which I guess is all fine and dandy because the chance of my friend and I hooking up with 3 kids in the same hotel room would have been near impossible XD. But it's okay. BTW I don't know if there was a logistics module in this version, but if there was, this could have been a (half ass) success of the logistics module because she made ALL the plans for our trip. All she said was to come out there, and split the cost with her. I called it halfassed because idk why she would have picked a weekend where her kids were with her too. Unless she was trying to give plausible deniability that "nothing will happen between us" because she's got a boyfriend. And for the record, I don't give 2 shits about this boyfriend, nor her relationship with him because a) I don't know who he is and b) he's in califuqqinfornia
I can't think of what else to write.. but the headache still hasn't passed. and it's pretty painful to try to think of things to write while i have this headache and staring at a comp screen... so i'm going to bed now, and i'm not going to listen to the loops tonight. hopefully this headache passes. I'll listen to my loops tomorrow morning;.
I did a full body massage for her and showed her where all the chakra's are on her body...
She said she has heart chakra and sacral chakra activity quite often. Sacral chakra activity happens when I'm talking to her, especially more so when I do so in a particular tone of voice.
y'know.. i don't have a pull to eat healthy like i did during 3.0. I just want to eat anything and everything. it'll only be a matter of time before it catches up to me. I better do something about that.
I'm feeling reduced motivation and increased laziness lately. At times, I get completely repulsed by the idea of working out or doing anything physical. I have a feeling this is pretty hefty resistance of the "no! I DON'T WANNA! AND YOU CAN'T MAKE ME! SO I'MA SIT HERE AND DO NOTHING!" variety of resistance. Possibly resistance to the US programming, which would make sense since I resisted BASE pretty damn heavily too.
My little sister also didn't want to spend the night out of town this next saturday, so instead of having an overnight out of town trip with the beautiful woman friend of mine (and her two kids), it's just going to be a day trip. Which I guess is all fine and dandy because the chance of my friend and I hooking up with 3 kids in the same hotel room would have been near impossible XD. But it's okay. BTW I don't know if there was a logistics module in this version, but if there was, this could have been a (half ass) success of the logistics module because she made ALL the plans for our trip. All she said was to come out there, and split the cost with her. I called it halfassed because idk why she would have picked a weekend where her kids were with her too. Unless she was trying to give plausible deniability that "nothing will happen between us" because she's got a boyfriend. And for the record, I don't give 2 shits about this boyfriend, nor her relationship with him because a) I don't know who he is and b) he's in califuqqinfornia
I can't think of what else to write.. but the headache still hasn't passed. and it's pretty painful to try to think of things to write while i have this headache and staring at a comp screen... so i'm going to bed now, and i'm not going to listen to the loops tonight. hopefully this headache passes. I'll listen to my loops tomorrow morning;.
