Day 12
this sub is changing me completely and on a very fundamental level, which means:
- this what I have been up to this day, I'm turning my whole being in a different direction, the direction of detachment, setting up realistic goals for myself without external motivation and without competition, choosing goals for myself regardless of what other people are doing, especially the ones I once admired
- moving towards personal freedom and space which is both good and bad - I'm gonna be little bit like a lonely wolf
It's very subtle I have to say and natural. It's so natural that it makes me think "hey! why haven't I done this before?!"
all in all these initial changes are good for me
Other than that I feel very relaxed, mellow, calm, listening to this sub is so pleasant that it's almost addictive :-)
now, physical changes: ganglion cyst is still there, my lower back and knees still hurt - but hey! that's only day 12 :-) gonna tell you how I feel on day 100!
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this sub is changing me completely and on a very fundamental level, which means:
- this what I have been up to this day, I'm turning my whole being in a different direction, the direction of detachment, setting up realistic goals for myself without external motivation and without competition, choosing goals for myself regardless of what other people are doing, especially the ones I once admired
- moving towards personal freedom and space which is both good and bad - I'm gonna be little bit like a lonely wolf
It's very subtle I have to say and natural. It's so natural that it makes me think "hey! why haven't I done this before?!"
all in all these initial changes are good for me
Other than that I feel very relaxed, mellow, calm, listening to this sub is so pleasant that it's almost addictive :-)
now, physical changes: ganglion cyst is still there, my lower back and knees still hurt - but hey! that's only day 12 :-) gonna tell you how I feel on day 100!
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