Spiral's Sex Magnet 2011 journal

[Spiral]

It's been difficult to relax lately from the stress of my job. And naturally, my breathing is still constricted to a lower type of breathing when I'm stressed out. I tend to forget about myself and focus on my current outer reality which I shouldn't do. It's causing me to be in somewhat of a down mood the past few days but it's just resistance. I was more determined to get things done today rather than dwell on how things should be right now in this moment. I think this phase might be another stepping stone to taking more action.

Plus the other day I posted an ad on craigslist advertising myself as an available vocalist or drummer. I also plan to audition for two plays next year. I've acted before and enjoyed it but have never been comfortable on stage. Screw it. I need to do something different and this is one more step.