03-17-2017, 08:35 AM
A lot of stuff has been on my mind lately. I could ramble on about it, but I think this music video pretty much sums it up. Every once in a while I find something that hits me to my core and reminds me what life is supposed to be about.
I need to stop settling out of fear. I know in my heart what I want, I just keep making excuses because I'm too afraid to go after it. And I keep listening to my thoughts that tell me it isn't a smart idea or that it's not possible, or that I'm not good enough and I'm safer going a different route. I keep telling myself maybe if I just get a good job with good pay and leave music for the weekends I'll be ok. I've been depressed as all hell these past few months because the life I've been building for myself isn't the one I want. But finding a job so I can support myself is still a good idea, I just have to never let go of what my true motivations in life are and keep following them.
I need to stop settling out of fear. I know in my heart what I want, I just keep making excuses because I'm too afraid to go after it. And I keep listening to my thoughts that tell me it isn't a smart idea or that it's not possible, or that I'm not good enough and I'm safer going a different route. I keep telling myself maybe if I just get a good job with good pay and leave music for the weekends I'll be ok. I've been depressed as all hell these past few months because the life I've been building for myself isn't the one I want. But finding a job so I can support myself is still a good idea, I just have to never let go of what my true motivations in life are and keep following them.
