03-17-2017, 07:23 AM
I managed to recover the post. Here it is. It starts off by referring to Shannon's warning.
Yeah, you did. Aaaand everything that played out was predicted by chaos with insane precision.
However, it's not really as big of a deal that I may have made it seem. I believe in nonmonogamy, and I also believe in giving her the freedom to do the same. Yesterday was an interesting day, but it doesn't affect me today, and I don't carry any resentment whatsoever that she's manifested a dude. I already know for fact, and have been validated in many ways by her that I'm the best lover she's ever had, and possibly ever will have.
The issue is not that she's manifesting men. Idc about that. But something just doesn't feel right. Some of my brothers on the forum have been using dmsi for MONTHS and haven't had what she's experienced in 3 listening sessions total. Some of us have endured rage, depression, suicidal thoughts, frustration, physical illness, insane exhaustion, and have still yet to see solid improvements in the women arena. I AM resentful at how woman have it much easier, despite what any woman may have to say about it (and has, in another thread). She manifested a date in 2 weeks.
Y u gotta do htis, dimsee? -_-
On the bright side, this means that the 6g MYP programs are going to kick ass!!!!
Yeah, you did. Aaaand everything that played out was predicted by chaos with insane precision.
However, it's not really as big of a deal that I may have made it seem. I believe in nonmonogamy, and I also believe in giving her the freedom to do the same. Yesterday was an interesting day, but it doesn't affect me today, and I don't carry any resentment whatsoever that she's manifested a dude. I already know for fact, and have been validated in many ways by her that I'm the best lover she's ever had, and possibly ever will have.
The issue is not that she's manifesting men. Idc about that. But something just doesn't feel right. Some of my brothers on the forum have been using dmsi for MONTHS and haven't had what she's experienced in 3 listening sessions total. Some of us have endured rage, depression, suicidal thoughts, frustration, physical illness, insane exhaustion, and have still yet to see solid improvements in the women arena. I AM resentful at how woman have it much easier, despite what any woman may have to say about it (and has, in another thread). She manifested a date in 2 weeks.
Y u gotta do htis, dimsee? -_-
On the bright side, this means that the 6g MYP programs are going to kick ass!!!!