aaaaaghhhhh i'm so confused at what i'm feeling and why i'm feeling it. my post that i deleted was an effort to justify something that didn't need to be justified. exploring something that didn't need to be explored. Really, just armchair expert mumbo jumbo mental masturbation. that's all it was.
but i wish i didn't delete it, so i could see how much BS my mind is producing right now. my subC is a mess right now, and i think i'm back to resisting the scripting. Tho i do feel a euphoria, so i'm not too sure there.
Euphoric confusion. might as well call that drunk
but i wish i didn't delete it, so i could see how much BS my mind is producing right now. my subC is a mess right now, and i think i'm back to resisting the scripting. Tho i do feel a euphoria, so i'm not too sure there.
Euphoric confusion. might as well call that drunk
