03-16-2017, 03:06 PM
Crap, totally forgot to include something else importannt from the gym:
I was checking out the married fitness model from afar, not feeling or thinking anything, when I was suddenly hit with a wave of...sorrow? Generalized emotion? The thought, "I'm sorry, I"m sorry!" came along with it - sorry for being attracted to her, sorry for sniping her? Then the feeling cleared, and as soon as it did, she started looking my way and giving me ass displays. It was as if I knew her attraction to me was inevitable, a certainty.
That was very interesting, especially this whole sort-of release, where a blockage - a moral blockage? - was potentially cleared.
I was checking out the married fitness model from afar, not feeling or thinking anything, when I was suddenly hit with a wave of...sorrow? Generalized emotion? The thought, "I'm sorry, I"m sorry!" came along with it - sorry for being attracted to her, sorry for sniping her? Then the feeling cleared, and as soon as it did, she started looking my way and giving me ass displays. It was as if I knew her attraction to me was inevitable, a certainty.
That was very interesting, especially this whole sort-of release, where a blockage - a moral blockage? - was potentially cleared.
