03-16-2017, 02:47 PM
Here's another thing I found. Let's say that I go to a restaurant. Up until that point I'm okay. However, if it turns out that I don't get to talk to someone for interesting stuff, then I feel frustration, depression and a bit of anger....
I'm losing cool in a sense.
Tomorrow's St. Patrick's day, but I don't have money to go out for club or something like that. Besides, I would have zero clue even if I were to go to a club.
I decided to go back to the very beginning of the thread. Well, it seems that I started DMSI late August or early September. (I have been on DMSI from v 2.2, it seems.) So this would make it at least 6 months now?
I wonder what progress I have made within the time, and what progress I will/should be making. And how much longer should I be on DMSI to actually obtain the desired goal? (Well, I am not necessarily looking for Harem. I want to experience real and great sex (consistently), and have a girlfriend.)
And writing this, made me realize that my desire has changed a bit. I originally started DMSI hoping that it would get the girls more interested in me, that it would make it easier or would get me a girl friend. Now, I have extra want/desire, which I wrote above. "have great sex consistently."
I can't help myself but to wonder, how much longer will I need to be on to achieve the above? Perhaps this is the tiredness. (Although I am not feeling physical fatigue. This may be a form of mental fatigue.)
I'm losing cool in a sense.
Tomorrow's St. Patrick's day, but I don't have money to go out for club or something like that. Besides, I would have zero clue even if I were to go to a club.
I decided to go back to the very beginning of the thread. Well, it seems that I started DMSI late August or early September. (I have been on DMSI from v 2.2, it seems.) So this would make it at least 6 months now?
I wonder what progress I have made within the time, and what progress I will/should be making. And how much longer should I be on DMSI to actually obtain the desired goal? (Well, I am not necessarily looking for Harem. I want to experience real and great sex (consistently), and have a girlfriend.)
And writing this, made me realize that my desire has changed a bit. I originally started DMSI hoping that it would get the girls more interested in me, that it would make it easier or would get me a girl friend. Now, I have extra want/desire, which I wrote above. "have great sex consistently."
I can't help myself but to wonder, how much longer will I need to be on to achieve the above? Perhaps this is the tiredness. (Although I am not feeling physical fatigue. This may be a form of mental fatigue.)
