Blink DMSI 3.1 Journal

[Blink]

Days 13-14: March 15th-16th, 2017
Version: 3.1A
Format: Trickling Stream Masked FLAC
Player: VLC on PC

Self Observations

• Mood is back to normal again. Just like that...
  
• Tried headphones last night. My ears were burning. I didn't feel any other sensations. I was studying while at it tho. Not sure if this interferes with the state shifting.
  
• Feeling more and more the urge to study MBTI in depth. Gotta get on it soon. I already bought "Gifts Differing" some time ago.
  
• Girlfriend introduced me to her friend last night. I instantly liked her and she went all weird while shaking hands Even my girlfriend was confused.
  
• Previous girlfriend added me on Snapchat. She's having thoughts about me too, it seems. Maybe that's why she's been on my mind that strong lately, or the other way around... Or both
  
• Feeling occasional tingles on eyes, lips, and tongue.
  
• Like I mentioned on another thread, coffee and alcohol do not taste the same anymore.
  
• The initial excitement of being on a new sub is gone. Now I'm kinda excited to try version B in a couple of weeks.
  
• For a split second I had the thought that it's totally possible for women approaching me and trying to seduce me.
  
• Had two women, around my age range and fairly attractive, do double takes on me. One of them had a silly smirk on her face too.
  

Observations On Girlfriend

• Very interesting stuff. I should mention that I exposed her to the sub two days in a row during the weekend. Not as an experiment, but to get my loops in. Now, I'm not sure whether what's happening to her is because of my aura or because of the sub. Probably both tho.
  
• She mentioned that she had this weird sexual dream 2 nights ago.
  
• She's joking about meeting someone else a lot these days.
  
• She met a couple of guys at school. She's been there for a year.
  
• She started working out and wants to eat healthy.
  
• She brought up her past sexual experiences last night.
  
• She wants me to initiate sex more often than I currently do. Like I've mentioned before she does this more than half the time.
  
• Nothing of the above remotely bothers me weirdly.
  
• At least I'm seeing either my aura or the sub work on someone else live and not just on a forum. This tells me that either I'm executing this, at least partly, or that it is very powerful if you let it do its thing. I'm very glad for this experience and realization, having come from a past of mainly stonewalling subs. Now since I've already started experimenting on my girlfriend, I'm not gonna expose her again and will observe her behavior for 21 days after exposure. It's been 5 days already. I'll expose her again afterwards.