Interesting day at work.
First thing I see when I walk in is that chick i "like". (brunette 1)
She says with a big smile "Hey how are you!!" she cut off her conversation with some guy to say that to me from about 8 feet away.
I kinda yell out in a very loud dominant way (unintentionally) "Good how are you!"
She turned back towards the guy immediately and for the rest of the night ghosted me. I ghosted her too however, I made no effort to talk to her and the two times we walked past eachother I was just focused on my job and didn't make eye contact with her.
I'm honestly confused as to why she became kinda cold, I think she feels like I don't like her anymore or something like that. Because my energy must have changed so much from when I seen her last.
I could honestly be overthinking, Im 99 percent sure if I opened up a conversation with her she would be receptive and nice to me and her normal self. I honestly just didn't feel like it. She wasn't standing near me at any point today so I had no opportunity to talk to her.
But at the same time I really didn't give a fuck.
I did talk to some other waitresses, a few new cuties that are new and I just met today.
Every time I work there is like 2-3 new women that got hired that are absolutely smoking hot.
It's pretty unbelievable. I don't feel any attraction towards them other then physical. I'm not "crushing" on them like I was that one chick.
the girl that I "like" , I feel like DMSI has made me numb and not give a fuck about the outcome to the point where it's almost like I'm not crushing on her.
I think this is good because it makes me naturally harder to get and less outcome dependent.
I had major smiles and ioi's from multiple woman today, one of them being a manager lady that's in her late 20's that never used to look at me. Today I caught her looking at me and smiling.
I caught many woman looking at me and smiling.
Also when I opened up conversations with women today they were MUCH more receptive and smiley.
One beautiful woman that works there that I believe i'm sniping, because she's gorgeous. we went to shake hands and she had something in her hand and she wanted to shake hands with a bottle in her hand basically. I looked at her with a mean kinda grin and held my hand out until she took the bottle out of her hand and gave me a normal handshake.
She was giggling and blushing as this happened. I could tell I attracted her. Later on I looked past her as she was walking towards me but I made it look like I was looking at the person behind her (I really was) I saw her smiling at me when she walked by. She thought I was looking at her.
Lol DMSI is hilarious, my neediness went from quiet high to basically 0 in a matter of a week n half.
Another lady that works there that is very very nice to me and called me "my love" and when I was working she came up to me and said "i haven't had a chance to talk to you yet today how you doing!!!" and a bunch of other sweet stuff.
She made cute faces at me when I walked by too.
This is one i'l call BLONDE 1, she's in her early 30's or late 30's but she looks like 22 years old. She called her self an "old lady" last shift (not tonight) and I said "how old are you" she said " I can't tell you that!" I said "i don't care"
Anyways she's the one who I feel the most attraction from and I would love to bang.
I'm a wierd point right, I'm really happy with DMSI so far and just the little tid bits of attraction indicators of interest I've noticed today is a major tease but excites me for whats about to happen with long term usage. I get stronger and stronger every shift (mentally)
So many woman to choose from too it's absolutely unbelievable, I haven't met or been around this many beautiful woman ever in my life. my high school didn't have allot of beautiful women.
Working at this restaurant is absolutely amazing for my social skills and potential lay ability.
I have so many women to choose from it's not even funny.
However, I filter allot of them out, even though they are hot I don't feel the need or want to make any effort to date them because I can tell they are just bimbos, or immature (i'm guessing based on age and intuition)
The blonde 1 girl I like because we talked and she has similar interests and likes real music, rock n roll and is a genuinely nice women. Date worthy .. She's in her late 30's or early 30's though which is a bumper, shes gorgeous though. She's a 9 out of 10, she has a little extra body fat but she's still hot.
The other girl I like (the one I saw as I walked in todays shift, Il call her brunette 1)
I am crushing on her the most even though she is not the hottest of all the women that work there, she has an amazing smile and realness to her. Again I don't know if it's true or not since i haven't went on a date with her yet but based on facebook profile and our few interactions.)
She is the one I'd want to date the most.
I'm going to go with the flow and see what happens.
I really am starting to feel like IDGAF, I mean I honestly do give a fuck, but at the same time I don't.
It's the perfect fucking balance, a balance that AM never had, and WM NEVER had.
Sex magnet felt similar but not as perfectly balanced as DMSI.
WM made me needy still to an extent, Am made me disregard women completely, so did BASE)
I LOVE 3.1 so far.
SO MANY IoI's from beautiful women that brushed me off the last two weeks.
BIG BOOBS, beautiful face, beautiful smile. it feels really good when these women are clearly into me.
Love the feeling.
Once again I must thank you shannon, I believe I will have a very good sex life soon and for the rest of my life and relationships with women.
I had and still have so many issues but comparing myself to before subs I'm a completely different man.
I was so beta before it's not even funny.
now I'm the most alpha person in my work, but not as alpha or sexual with women as some men out there (but more then anyone at my work)
The most important change though is that I don't care anymore and that I have high self esteem.
Being beta and feeling weakness in myself is the biggest cause of self hate imaginable.
I hated feeling like a pussy when I liked a woman.
oh and on the topic of being gifted stuff, a coworker that usually isn't that nice to me (more so neutral) gave me a lighter today and said I can keep it , because I asked to use his to light something for work, and he was very nice to me today too)
could be coincidence or could be not but usually he isn't that nice to me and giving me a lighter for free kinda feels like DMSI affected him. (not 100 percent sure though)
First thing I see when I walk in is that chick i "like". (brunette 1)
She says with a big smile "Hey how are you!!" she cut off her conversation with some guy to say that to me from about 8 feet away.
I kinda yell out in a very loud dominant way (unintentionally) "Good how are you!"
She turned back towards the guy immediately and for the rest of the night ghosted me. I ghosted her too however, I made no effort to talk to her and the two times we walked past eachother I was just focused on my job and didn't make eye contact with her.
I'm honestly confused as to why she became kinda cold, I think she feels like I don't like her anymore or something like that. Because my energy must have changed so much from when I seen her last.
I could honestly be overthinking, Im 99 percent sure if I opened up a conversation with her she would be receptive and nice to me and her normal self. I honestly just didn't feel like it. She wasn't standing near me at any point today so I had no opportunity to talk to her.
But at the same time I really didn't give a fuck.
I did talk to some other waitresses, a few new cuties that are new and I just met today.
Every time I work there is like 2-3 new women that got hired that are absolutely smoking hot.
It's pretty unbelievable. I don't feel any attraction towards them other then physical. I'm not "crushing" on them like I was that one chick.
the girl that I "like" , I feel like DMSI has made me numb and not give a fuck about the outcome to the point where it's almost like I'm not crushing on her.
I think this is good because it makes me naturally harder to get and less outcome dependent.
I had major smiles and ioi's from multiple woman today, one of them being a manager lady that's in her late 20's that never used to look at me. Today I caught her looking at me and smiling.
I caught many woman looking at me and smiling.
Also when I opened up conversations with women today they were MUCH more receptive and smiley.
One beautiful woman that works there that I believe i'm sniping, because she's gorgeous. we went to shake hands and she had something in her hand and she wanted to shake hands with a bottle in her hand basically. I looked at her with a mean kinda grin and held my hand out until she took the bottle out of her hand and gave me a normal handshake.
She was giggling and blushing as this happened. I could tell I attracted her. Later on I looked past her as she was walking towards me but I made it look like I was looking at the person behind her (I really was) I saw her smiling at me when she walked by. She thought I was looking at her.
Lol DMSI is hilarious, my neediness went from quiet high to basically 0 in a matter of a week n half.
Another lady that works there that is very very nice to me and called me "my love" and when I was working she came up to me and said "i haven't had a chance to talk to you yet today how you doing!!!" and a bunch of other sweet stuff.
She made cute faces at me when I walked by too.
This is one i'l call BLONDE 1, she's in her early 30's or late 30's but she looks like 22 years old. She called her self an "old lady" last shift (not tonight) and I said "how old are you" she said " I can't tell you that!" I said "i don't care"
Anyways she's the one who I feel the most attraction from and I would love to bang.
I'm a wierd point right, I'm really happy with DMSI so far and just the little tid bits of attraction indicators of interest I've noticed today is a major tease but excites me for whats about to happen with long term usage. I get stronger and stronger every shift (mentally)
So many woman to choose from too it's absolutely unbelievable, I haven't met or been around this many beautiful woman ever in my life. my high school didn't have allot of beautiful women.
Working at this restaurant is absolutely amazing for my social skills and potential lay ability.
I have so many women to choose from it's not even funny.
However, I filter allot of them out, even though they are hot I don't feel the need or want to make any effort to date them because I can tell they are just bimbos, or immature (i'm guessing based on age and intuition)
The blonde 1 girl I like because we talked and she has similar interests and likes real music, rock n roll and is a genuinely nice women. Date worthy .. She's in her late 30's or early 30's though which is a bumper, shes gorgeous though. She's a 9 out of 10, she has a little extra body fat but she's still hot.
The other girl I like (the one I saw as I walked in todays shift, Il call her brunette 1)
I am crushing on her the most even though she is not the hottest of all the women that work there, she has an amazing smile and realness to her. Again I don't know if it's true or not since i haven't went on a date with her yet but based on facebook profile and our few interactions.)
She is the one I'd want to date the most.
I'm going to go with the flow and see what happens.
I really am starting to feel like IDGAF, I mean I honestly do give a fuck, but at the same time I don't.
It's the perfect fucking balance, a balance that AM never had, and WM NEVER had.
Sex magnet felt similar but not as perfectly balanced as DMSI.
WM made me needy still to an extent, Am made me disregard women completely, so did BASE)
I LOVE 3.1 so far.
SO MANY IoI's from beautiful women that brushed me off the last two weeks.
BIG BOOBS, beautiful face, beautiful smile. it feels really good when these women are clearly into me.
Love the feeling.
Once again I must thank you shannon, I believe I will have a very good sex life soon and for the rest of my life and relationships with women.
I had and still have so many issues but comparing myself to before subs I'm a completely different man.
I was so beta before it's not even funny.
now I'm the most alpha person in my work, but not as alpha or sexual with women as some men out there (but more then anyone at my work)
The most important change though is that I don't care anymore and that I have high self esteem.
Being beta and feeling weakness in myself is the biggest cause of self hate imaginable.
I hated feeling like a pussy when I liked a woman.
oh and on the topic of being gifted stuff, a coworker that usually isn't that nice to me (more so neutral) gave me a lighter today and said I can keep it , because I asked to use his to light something for work, and he was very nice to me today too)
could be coincidence or could be not but usually he isn't that nice to me and giving me a lighter for free kinda feels like DMSI affected him. (not 100 percent sure though)
