Ok so been on B for a couple days now. Used to be very independent until the past two months. Still self healing it feels like. Getting back to myself. Not sure if it's the program, or what i've been through but it feels like I want to be around people more than do things by myself. Used to be and think I was completely independent from people and things.
So about the program. Last night while listening to ultrasonic trickling stream it felt very, powerful. Felt my mind swirling and beleifs changing and my mindset literally trance like while still aware. unfortunately no sexy lucid dream but i undoubtedly felt the program working which gives me some piece of mind. During the day I feel think pressure in my face and head. Face looking a bit red. I got a compliment a lady said I looked handsome. Was inspired to get a haircut two days ago. Don't know if a manifestation from the program. Feeling sexy, seductive, like the way I look in the mirror notice women and people looking at me. Feels like social value increased. Some women aren't afraid to bump into me or stay closer to me in line at the cashier. When talking to the cashier noticed something unusual in retrospect. I made conversation and when I talked about how a storms coming she started talking about how she felt it in her thigh and leg. Don't know if this is about how the programming makes a person talk about their body if their interested in you as on the description page. Still feeling a bit imposing towards women that I think are important to me. Set up my Facebook again and got two numbers. Feeling smooth social and seductive when talking. Sometimes I just see people constantly turning their heads towards me.
Don't believe in resistance at least for myself but it seems like what i've been through has effected my beliefs deeply. Before I felt very domineering and had the upper hand. Would've been good trying this program before I had my mindset fucked with so I could see how it proporly complimented my previous growth. Right now it feels like i'm building all over again. Looking forward to my vacation in vietnam and cambodia later and don't know how long i'm going to stick with this program. Stand by focusing on sex until the end of June so even though I have urges to get my life back together. Also just interested self healing and being social for a bit
Edit: also only noticed I was really hungry while listening to the sub.. looking forward for v3.2 to come out i'm looking at this run through as more just a experiment/ building phase. Don't know how serious these updates are considering where my mindset has been after these past two months.
So about the program. Last night while listening to ultrasonic trickling stream it felt very, powerful. Felt my mind swirling and beleifs changing and my mindset literally trance like while still aware. unfortunately no sexy lucid dream but i undoubtedly felt the program working which gives me some piece of mind. During the day I feel think pressure in my face and head. Face looking a bit red. I got a compliment a lady said I looked handsome. Was inspired to get a haircut two days ago. Don't know if a manifestation from the program. Feeling sexy, seductive, like the way I look in the mirror notice women and people looking at me. Feels like social value increased. Some women aren't afraid to bump into me or stay closer to me in line at the cashier. When talking to the cashier noticed something unusual in retrospect. I made conversation and when I talked about how a storms coming she started talking about how she felt it in her thigh and leg. Don't know if this is about how the programming makes a person talk about their body if their interested in you as on the description page. Still feeling a bit imposing towards women that I think are important to me. Set up my Facebook again and got two numbers. Feeling smooth social and seductive when talking. Sometimes I just see people constantly turning their heads towards me.
Don't believe in resistance at least for myself but it seems like what i've been through has effected my beliefs deeply. Before I felt very domineering and had the upper hand. Would've been good trying this program before I had my mindset fucked with so I could see how it proporly complimented my previous growth. Right now it feels like i'm building all over again. Looking forward to my vacation in vietnam and cambodia later and don't know how long i'm going to stick with this program. Stand by focusing on sex until the end of June so even though I have urges to get my life back together. Also just interested self healing and being social for a bit
Edit: also only noticed I was really hungry while listening to the sub.. looking forward for v3.2 to come out i'm looking at this run through as more just a experiment/ building phase. Don't know how serious these updates are considering where my mindset has been after these past two months.
