Trip.1e Bag It - Wrapping Up with my Aura Jimmy Hat - DMSI V3.1

[RTBoss]

Maybe you should take some of 4K's advice, go to a random bar, and just see what happens?

RT, broaden your mind.

Yeah, lol - I sat there justifying to myself by saying, "If I were a single virgin like Sarge, then I'd go out by myself..."

I said when I started this program that I wasn't looking to get laid, but get rid of sexual neediness, neediness of attention from other women, and get the program to execute on my wife. My ego wants the attention, so I use that to justify staying home and being pissed about it.

It seems I've put myself into a catch-22.

Haven't you been away from missus before? If you have, correct me if I'm wrong, this time it's different, now that DMSI is involved?

Avoiding opportunities that DMSI creates for you may ultimately be a losing battle. Especially now that loopholes for self sabotage are getting smaller and smaller. You may end up a recluse on Tibet mountain, but wenches will still find you.

Bring on the Tibetan Wenches, lol!

I've been away from her before, sure. When I was single, I always had a group of people to go socialize with. I've never been in a situation where I literally have nobody to go out with, so being in this position is new for me. Everyone I used to hang out with has either gone by the wayside, moved away, or are strictly movie buddies.

This dude I've been hanging out with here and there and working out with at the gym is literally the only person I would feel comfortable going out with and attract any female attention. The other two guys I could have called are obese geeks, whom I love dearly, but would literally repel all women within a 200 ft radius (thereby canceling out my 200 ft. short distance sniper, lol!)

My other, old, "best friend," is now someone I have nothing in common with anymore... He looks like a ginger version of the Duck Dynasty dudes and just drinks and smokes cigarettes and pot all the time. He had nothing going for him, and I've pretty much cut ties since my son was born. I don't want him around people like that.

So anyway, I go to the gym, movies, and sometimes dinner by myself, but have never just gone out to a bar, club, or whatever and seen what's up.