(03-11-2017, 11:31 PM)Alpha360 Wrote:(03-11-2017, 09:02 PM)Benjamin Wrote: That post shows you REALLY need Version A. You're taking your own emotional responses to it and attributing it to her being psychic and controlling you. Seriously?
Yeah, even more I would say. It seems like some form of "fanaticism" because he seems to trust completely the subliminal, in this case it was AYP. I think with subliminal you may want to be careful and check rationally/logically what is really happening externally. And not trust that the subliminal is a perfect tool. I say fanaticism what he wrote seems similar to what I have experienced when I used to believe in something with absolute certainty, and this is what is dangerous to do. As if you believe something cannot be false (100% true) then it's hard to change your mind afterwards. This is where you step into dogmatism.
Is this girl really have those power over you Lovebond or you are making this up in your mind? Do you have any concrete proof that she did that ? With manipulation as I had my share of it I always try to find proof, concrete stuff, not guesses, unless you have a pattern that point your toward something concrete it's mostly guesses . This is to avoid paranoia. As far as I read your journal that AYP girl may not even be an AYP but just a normal girl that you thought could be the one, it seems more likely she isn't at least based on what you wrote.
Well guys this is happening in my mind, and you only perceive what you see outside. You guys noticed these changes in post 1016 and 1022. I got excited about ayp just like I do about subs in general,Mr. 360 pm if you want more details, i've shared my story. I've had previously experienced success with an AYP and it was the same "sure" feeling when i found her and got to know her more. Shannon will tell you, the way I described her was a long the lines of what you do notice when you've found one. As i've said before. But if my word means anything, she was in my head, controlling my energy. At the end of the day I have to do what feels right. Said what I needed too, its your choice to stop by here and see updates if you'd like
If I wasn't going to take responsibility. I wouldn't be posting about my decline here openly. Me doing so it trying to show you what I went through is real. We have to do what's right for ourselves at the end of the day
