03-11-2017, 06:18 PM
(03-11-2017, 04:55 PM)Darkness Wrote: I think your attributing her with a control she never had. Your hope brought you to the brink of self extinction fuel by an unpleasurable obsession ( I've been obsessed pleasantly before it happens) the suggestibility caused by AYP and expectation.
I wish for you to grab reign of your self once more.
Your theory makes sense, but it happened like a light switch yesterday. Not feeling in control to having regained power of my thoughts and frame of mind. You guys have seen me post here for a while. It doesn't matter if you guys believe but just know the story. Trust me or not, just be careful.
looking forward to update you guys on better experiences
