Yesterday afternoon my wife and son left for 5 days away my my in-law's farm. I'm free to go wherever, and do as I please.
I listened to my 2 loops using the ultrasonic track, .FLAC, phone wired direct to my soundbar, LOUD at -30 dB @ source.
During the 1st loop, while watching a show, I got sleepy and napped for a few hours. The loops were done when I woke (obvi). I felt odd - like Catman and Chaos have alluded to. Just plain weird, almost numb. I felt like I didn't know what to do with myself.
The college basketball team I have season tickets for was in the semifinals last night, so I decided to go get some beer at the grocery store nearby. As I drove in my car, I felt waves of emotion come at me. I thought about how I already missed having my son around. As fast as the waves came, they passed.
I walked into the liquor store portion of the grocery with a swagger that I didn't feel. I just wanted to get in and get out. I walked passed a sampling station with purpose, but the (very attractive) black girl working the stand called out to me. "Hey, wanna sample some whiskey!?"
Sure, why not?
She had very bright, enthusiastic energy. She says, "You just made my day! Can you believe that they make us pour all this out if it's not gone by the time I'm done?" I immediately felt great, and we had a witty back-and-forth. I felt like she was informing me that her shift was over, and she was available, but I didn't bite. I turned to leave and she tried to get me to stay by saying, "Oh, hey, you wanna try the Bailey's Irish Cream?" but I just laughed and said, "No, thanks, I think you're gonna have to pour that one out."
As I rang up at the cashier (a woman I've interacted with on numerous occasions), talked about how cold she was standing near the door with the cold breeze anytime it opened. I don't remember what I said back, but she looked at me and said, "You just made my day, thank you so much!"
I didn't do anything, but apparently made two ladies days. Alright.
Went home, enjoyed the game - my team won a close one and plays in the final game against a very, very difficult team today. I'll be watching that as I finish up my loops this afternoon.
This morning I woke up after sleeping around 9 hours (which is a lot for me). I had many dreams that I thought were cool, and "remembered" them each time I tossed or turned, but this morning my recall is completely gone.
I've been using my 10,000 lux SAD light while perusing the forum, and not having eaten (and not being hungry), I've sat here positively buzzing with energy. Once again, I feel like I've taken some sort of drug - this body high thing is pretty crazy.
I don't have anything to do, so I think I'll drink a quick protein shake and head to the gym.
I listened to my 2 loops using the ultrasonic track, .FLAC, phone wired direct to my soundbar, LOUD at -30 dB @ source.
During the 1st loop, while watching a show, I got sleepy and napped for a few hours. The loops were done when I woke (obvi). I felt odd - like Catman and Chaos have alluded to. Just plain weird, almost numb. I felt like I didn't know what to do with myself.
The college basketball team I have season tickets for was in the semifinals last night, so I decided to go get some beer at the grocery store nearby. As I drove in my car, I felt waves of emotion come at me. I thought about how I already missed having my son around. As fast as the waves came, they passed.
I walked into the liquor store portion of the grocery with a swagger that I didn't feel. I just wanted to get in and get out. I walked passed a sampling station with purpose, but the (very attractive) black girl working the stand called out to me. "Hey, wanna sample some whiskey!?"
Sure, why not?
She had very bright, enthusiastic energy. She says, "You just made my day! Can you believe that they make us pour all this out if it's not gone by the time I'm done?" I immediately felt great, and we had a witty back-and-forth. I felt like she was informing me that her shift was over, and she was available, but I didn't bite. I turned to leave and she tried to get me to stay by saying, "Oh, hey, you wanna try the Bailey's Irish Cream?" but I just laughed and said, "No, thanks, I think you're gonna have to pour that one out."
As I rang up at the cashier (a woman I've interacted with on numerous occasions), talked about how cold she was standing near the door with the cold breeze anytime it opened. I don't remember what I said back, but she looked at me and said, "You just made my day, thank you so much!"
I didn't do anything, but apparently made two ladies days. Alright.
Went home, enjoyed the game - my team won a close one and plays in the final game against a very, very difficult team today. I'll be watching that as I finish up my loops this afternoon.
This morning I woke up after sleeping around 9 hours (which is a lot for me). I had many dreams that I thought were cool, and "remembered" them each time I tossed or turned, but this morning my recall is completely gone.
I've been using my 10,000 lux SAD light while perusing the forum, and not having eaten (and not being hungry), I've sat here positively buzzing with energy. Once again, I feel like I've taken some sort of drug - this body high thing is pretty crazy.
I don't have anything to do, so I think I'll drink a quick protein shake and head to the gym.
