(03-10-2017, 02:10 AM)dissonance Wrote:(03-08-2017, 10:56 AM)Rayhon Wrote: Just came back from my bail supervisor.
She wasn't there so I met with another woman that I had met once before but I don't remember our previous interaction as it was several months ago.
First thing she said was "I've met you before' I was like "ya I think so"
anyways long story short
I was extremely alpha, confident, high self esteem, happy, smiling and or laughing when it was appropriate (when I made a joke or if she did)
My eye contact was 10/10, I was building rapport, I talked about her, asking her where she is from, if that's her natural hair color, my favoritre TV show, geography and
I even made a joke about her liking criminals. (we were talking about why she got into this type of work)
Honestly she probably liked me but it's hard to say. She was very receptive and nice and social with me but I still can't tell if she liked me for sure. Even though I felt like it because of her body language and eye contact i'm not 100 percent sure.
The most important thing so is that I felt absolutely amazing and comfortable around her. I had high self esteem and there was never any point in the interaction where I didn't feel comfortable in my own skin and I was NEVER in my head.
for the record she was like 6 foot 1, blonde, pale, and blue eyes. a 10/10 woman.
**** YEAH DMSI WORK YOUR MAGIC
Before, DMSI, would you be super nervous in that type of interaction with that attractive of a female?
well before subliminals I was extremely nervous and awkward being alone with a super hot woman. Especially if they were closer to my age and or I actually liked them.
I got major confidence from subliminal usage up to the point where I was having conversations with very beautiful woman and it was no biggie. (and dated a woman 10/10 8 years older, last year)
Some sub effects fade away from me over time but not completely.
before using DMSI I was pretty solid with women but there would be times where I was not at all, like If I was stoned.
I've been comfortable with beautiful woman for a long time now every since my second AM runs.
How ever, being sexual and flirty with these woman is a different story.
It's allot harder for me to become openly sexual and or flirty or straight up and ask a woman out.
Anxiety wise I get no anxiety around beautiful women. I haven't since my second am run.
The only times I would get anxiety with women nowadays was when I messed up my testosterone dose and was accidentally on too low testosterone (much less then average test levels a man should have)
However the playfulness, and level of comfort and flirting and self esteem that I have now is at an all time high.
If I stop using DMSI now for a year i'l still be comfortable around women but wont have the same smoothness, and might be in my head sometimes.
I noticed with subliminals while your on the subliminal is when the effects are most potent, the longer you get off it my smoothness fades a way bit.
however I'll never be the same person I was before subliminals. Where I was too nervous or shy to even look a man in the eyes properly (unless they were my close friends or family)
I had major social anxiety before subliminals. Now i"m generally the highest self esteem and confident person in the room.
